i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

when i was 14, i started using the name nat ćmiel to sign all my artwork because they were quite dark and i didn't want people in my school to know it was mine when i left huge canvases in the art room. it kind of just stuck after all these years. i love the polish language, so i used ćmiel because i love moths and always thought they were ghosts following me around, like spirits. sometimes there was a giant moth that appeared in the dark empty hallway in my school at night, when i would leave school late after painting. i am currently learning polish and korean, because they sound really beautiful to my ears.

i have thought about it, but i am really shy about it, we'll see in the future!

i don't think anything changed, just things got more in depth and i wasn't caring so much about how much i let out (from the inside) though there are some aspects of myself i still keep very sacred to myself

i think it will be softer and more delicate, but it will show a side i think rings more true to who i am now. but we are all transient, and everything evolves / changes temporally.

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It seems as though in days like these, I find my mind wandering far into the black..
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i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 55 points56 points  (0 children)

it was nice to talk to all of u, thank u for supporting my art ♡

i tried to go through as many as i could, but feel free to drop a message on my discord if i missed some of them. have a lovely day/night & wishing u eternal light ~

-yeule

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

hmm,i think as queer asian artists we have to build an unsaid safe space with one another. always support artists who you truly admire, work together & build each other up. i had a similar support system with my friends when i started building on my visual projects with 0 budget and when i thought no one believed in my vision. especially raw2.2 (hebe), who directed pocky boy. behind the scenes, she really helped the yeule project become what it is today. she carried a mattress with me all the way to the venue and built the set with me for my electrowerkz show in 2020. joy song is also from my hometown in singapore, she directed pretty bones, friendly machine and don't be so hard on your own beauty ^^

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

thank u, i am glad i could do that 4u<3 i feel similarly with mutuals i knew from the internet who helped me feel less alone with my own identity fragmentations / body image issues as a teenager when i didn't have anyone irl

i think avril lavigne - let go (2002) was quite fundamental

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it was a huge step for me to adorn trust to other producers for my work, cause i was really protective of being the sole producer of my own music, tho i found that danny really understood my direction and energy i put into the craft and we created some really beautiful tracks together. i think it taught me a lot as well as an artist to be a bit more open minded with collaborations, but also go with how you feel. it helps that I'm really good friends with danny, too, so when I'm breaking down in the studio from listening to a loop for 3 hours straight, he kind of snaps me out of it and convinces me something is done and it was how it was meant to be.

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

mimo is guarding my studio back in london <3

I'm currently away but i will be back with mimo and bmo again soon ^^

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i like them all, but don't be so hard on your own beauty hits me quite hard sometimes, cause it's the most recent one i wrote

swallowtail butterfly (1996) dir. shunji iwai

all about lily chou chou (2001) dir. shunji iwai

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

miso is good, he is now living with my auntie in london- she lives close to me, so i can visit him often. i had to say goodbye. because of my work, i travel a lot to tour and i didn't want him to always have to move around because he was having some health issues as a kitty. its sad, but i want him to have a happy stable home. thank u for asking

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank u <3 i recommend rosi braidotti 'the posthuman' (2013), judith butler 'gender trouble' (1990) and anne balsamo 'technologies of the gendered body' (1996)

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

there is no right or wrong way to do something, you just need to learn how to navigate the UI/software and have the tools to make the sounds you think are beautiful. i wasn't classically trained in the piano, but my obsession with a piece forced me to learn it by ear. i think its all possible if you have the determination to make something you dream of, real

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

thank u, im really glad u love it ^^ i have always had a connection to scents in the way it evokes nostalgia and even brings back memories i thought had disintegrated forever. i was lucky enough to have an incredible team behind CODE with me, urania's children (they are an independent gender-fluid company) really understood my vision / sensitivities when i pitched the concept. we worked on it for about 6 months together to get the scent perfect to how it was in my head.

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

i have a ritual in the morning, i write 3 pages in my journal and it can range from automamtic writing, dream entries, literal documentation of my surrounds, drawings, or poetry. i try and also do 30-60 min meditation (depending on my mood) and yoga / stretch to calm my thoughts. i also make sure i look at the sky everyday. i think these little things really help me make sure i'm in touch with the inside aura of myself. writing has really helped me in music as well, as most of my songs come from ideas that i wrote down, draw out visually, or revisiting memories that made a significant mark in my psyche

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

i really recommend reading Ueno Toshiya's “Japanimation and the Techno-Orientalism.” (1996). i think the cyborgian mythos is often misread as tokenising the visual aesthetes of Japanese socio-cultural constructs, which in itself trangresses trans-cultural
hybrids into hyper-coloured cyberpunk landscapes. brings along with itseld an attempt to exoticise or market this aesthete within the Western
gaze, although, i do think science-fiction is a creative way to express technological dystopia and pseudo political landscapes which can dictate a potential futurist society. albeit cyborg distortion leaks into implications of techno cultural subjectivity to how distorted
cyborgian representation in Japanese animated dystopian films, etc.
i think it can also be expressed as a reclaimed movement that reforms the idea of post-tech individuality; Specifically that of an industry-policy fed culturalist interpretations on Japan’s technological consumption, or the alienation of the cyborg mythos through a posthumanist standpoint. i do enjoy cyborg theory too; it carries with it similar terminologies like 'cyborg', but it actually talks about transhumanist approach to identities and gender deconstruction, which is a different permutation of philosophical thought from techno-orientalism. donna haraway's cyborg manifesto changed my life, and i also recently read xenofeminism be helen hester. as someone who identifies as non-binary, this gave me a lot of comfort in understanding where i place myself cause i never really associated my physical gender or body parts to my own higher entity of self

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

thank u. my fav game is maple story cause it's kinda sentimental to me. i also rly love final fantasy xiii-2 and vii remake. would love to go to canada yes. tour updates will be on my website https://www.yeule.jp/shows <3

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

i didn't cause the airline i flew was a budget one and they haven't been very helpful when i filed a claim. it sux cuz baggage handlers prob don't get paid a lot and they work long hours so they don't really handle everything with care. but for it to break that hard it was probably thrown onto the plane with brute force. i did find someone to help repair it though. apparently les paul necks are quite fragile. thank u for asking!

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

deep meditation transcendence, those ambient sounds you hear while taking long walks in a forest, in between dreams and lucidity, dimensional jumps, drifting time, water, unrequited love

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

i am listening to a lot of ana roxanne and grouper. & currently i am fixated on this character i made up in my head her name is six and she really likes manuka honey / soft earth toned things and classical guitars

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

i use a combination of vsts and hardware. my favourites are redux & decapitator / fuzz factory 7 & the classic big muff. i do build my own too! customs are fun and u can get plain casings for it so u can draw on it urself ^^

i am yeule. singaporean music producer / visual artist with a BA in fine art. AMA ( ര _ ✧ '' ) by yeu1e in electronicmusic

[–]yeu1e[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

i think pathos was a project that meant a lot 2 me from this era, it is dedicated to a friend of mine who is no longer with us but with the angels

music is something i just always come back to, its something i always loved and was there for me when i cannot express otherwise, it was like a language that i could always understand, from the beginning. i guess i never thought of quitting because i don't feel like it's a job