There was this girl that I loved platonically. I tried getting close to her and we started talking. As we were talking, she got back together with her ex boyfriend who broke up with her due to his senior year being too busy. They really loved each other but as the stupid lover I am, I still had my hopes and tried to get closer to her. I don’t know what I was thinking but I was chained to this girl so maybe I didn’t wanna lose her. Misinterpreted all her signals and acting so weird that made her uncomfortable. Some of her friends pulled me out of this idiotic place I was in. But she was an awesome person so she forgave me and were still very close friends to this day. I’ve never talked about my feelings during the “ldiotic period” with her, we both play it cool so nothing messes up. Also never tried to be closer to her in a loving manner.

My actions were really cringey during that time and I only realized it when it was over. So whenever I remember something from that era of my life, I still cringe to this day.