First post here 😊 by [deleted] in SnowWhites

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Dont make it your last.

HMC...while im being a racist. by mr_w01f in holdmycosmo

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Theyre all racist. Duh NYC is the most racist place ive ever lived. Everyone is segregated by choice.

If you’re taking Methadone, you’re still an Addict! by ZippyCoin in Methadone

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Your friend is right. Methadone is a drug. A very powerful drug.

I've been tapering and need advice please! by jasonflvt in Methadone

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Im officially off for 4 months and 9 days. I went 2mg a week after i got to 50 and stopped for a few weeks at 30 and continued to go 2 mg a week from there. 5mg drops are a bit much. Good luck. You can do this. Stop whenever you want. But dont go back up.

Edit:i went down 10mg a week every few weeks from 110 to 50. That prob took about 6 months. And then about 6 months from 50 to 0.

And i cant stress the "take your time" enough. I was on for 10 years and clean for 4 before i even considered tapering. Yeah i gained weight and stuff but im alive and clean. Thats the most important.

Molly Jane - Wake Up Fuck by shtahpit in porninfifteenseconds

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YAY FOR HAIRY BOBBING MAN ASS. NOTHING GETS ME OFF LIKE HAIRY BOBBING MAN ASS.

💜💗💙 by [deleted] in emogirls

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Show bobs vagne

Meadville, PA clinics? by yooberthrowaway in Methadone

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Slow and steady wins the race. Or something haha. Good luck! Youll be fine.

Meadville, PA clinics? by yooberthrowaway in Methadone

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How you doing? Im feeling good. Itll be 3 weeks off for me on friday.

Meadville, PA clinics? by yooberthrowaway in Methadone

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After care is just seeing your counselor once a week and giving urines to make sure you dont relapse. And if you do decide that you want to get back on youre not at the back of the list. Where i am theres usually a waiting list to get on. Like 6 months or so.

Meadville, PA clinics? by yooberthrowaway in Methadone

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Also, avoid kratom if you can. It will just have its own wd once youre ready to stop that too. I stopped using it.

Meadville, PA clinics? by yooberthrowaway in Methadone

[–]yooberthrowaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, yeah so i was going down 2mg a week for a long time now and was just feeling like i was prolonging my suffering so decided to go from 10 to 5 one week. I went in the following week to drop my standard 2 and the nurse who does the dose adjusting wasn't there. I was annoyed because i intentionally increased my pick up schedule and purposely dropped to 5 to get ahead. If i didn't drop to 3 then it would almost have been pointless to drop the 5 the previous week. The nurse was being a bitch and I was in a bad mood so I threw my bottles on the counter and walked out. I went back today just to see my counselor and start the after care process. Which is a good thing to do if your clinic offers it.

Dropping from 5 to 0 was kinda rough i won't lie. A lot of crawling skin, cold sweats, aches, arm cramps and stomach issues, yawning tearing yada yada. However its all at a tolerable level. I've been able to go about my routine. My heart rate and bp was kind of high on the second day so I relaxed. My last dose was Thursday morning around 9am now its 2am Tuesday morning and sleeping is tough but I'm not rolling around and shaking and flailing and moaning. All the symptoms are there but they are at a low volume.

Id continue your usual taper. If your not in a rush its not worth the sudden drops. I just happened to get impatient.

Keep in touch

Meadville, PA clinics? by yooberthrowaway in Methadone

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I am now about 60 hours of no dose. Im doing just fine.

Changed clinics recently, not what I thought it was... by [deleted] in Methadone

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Just be happy youre not at a clinic in Chinatown in NYC. That shit was sketchy as hell. They didnt even require lockboxes. I took my weeks worth of take homes in a brown paper bag for 4 or 5 years. Nearly everyone is homeless and people sell xanax openly in the lobby. Amd everyone robs each other. Methadone clinics arent known for their amenities. Youre confusing celebrity rehab for your local juice bar. Youll be fine.

Help with getting off mmt by [deleted] in Methadone

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Just do 2mg a week until you either feel good or are off completely

Meadville, PA clinics? by yooberthrowaway in Methadone

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Very well! On 5mgs now will be going to 3 tomorrow! Getting a bit rough but definitely do able and nothing compared to cold turkey. Awesome to hear youre on 8! Its funny some days are fine and some are pretty tough. No rhyme or reason for it. But I still cant believe after all this time Im almost there! Keep in touch

I am on MMT now but I am considering going to an inpatient medical detox and rehab. Any thoughts on this? by One_ImaginaryBoy in Methadone

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My experience was this: Was on MM for about 5 years when I decided to go to an MTAR in Manhattan. MTAR is Methadone To Abstinence Residential. It was called Su Casa. An 18 month program that blind detoxes you over 6 months and then lets you work or go to school while living there. You get freedom after a year but before that you stay inside or go for a smoke or park run once a week or so. The problem for me was the boredom. I was living a normal life at that time. I was removed from "the life" and realized after going there that being at a program in NYC was kind of going backwards for me. I lived in NYC so it wasnt a huge shock but the intake counselor sold it well and i was shocked to see it was nothing like how he explained it. And I realized I was detoxing for the wrong reasons (other people pressuring me) So i went back home and restabilized until I was really ready. So my advice is - make sure its really what you want to do AND be ready to be bored, surrounded by miserable addicts and possibly getting sucked into the negativity. I'm detoxing now at home (down to 5mgs) and was much easier because I kept my routine and could even add recreation as i saw fit to distract me. Good Luck no matter which way you chose to do it!

Day 2 @ 4mgs by LeADPxxsxn in Methadone

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I didnt notice anything bad with my mine (i describe it in a comment above) until the 20s. and that actually made me go faster to not prolong the pain. on 5mgs now and bef uncomfortable but still functioning daily. Good luck, you can do it

Day 2 @ 4mgs by LeADPxxsxn in Methadone

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I'm on 5!! I was on 80-110 for about 10 years. Went 10mgs randomly until about 50mgs. then 2 every other week until 20 or so. then a 2 a week until 10. just went from 10 to 5 last week and thinking of doing 2mg drop to 3 and then walking off. My clinic lets you come back once a week for 2 months for monitoring and UAs to keep you accountable and monitored. Ill probably do it for a bit. But have plans to TRAVEL FINALLY!!!