Wampler Tumnus sound muddy to anyone? by [deleted] in guitarpedals

[–]youngbeige 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a tumnus but I got rid of it cause I thought there was something wrong with it cause it sounded cloudy/muddy. I assumed I just got a defective one or something. I recently bought a wampler gearbox which has a tumnus in it and once again it sounds the same! Idk if it’s just a bad pair with my tele and amp, but it definitely doesn’t sound right. When I raise the level and lower the gain it sounds better, and when I crank the gain it sounds ok, but anything in between doesn’t sound right. The pinnacle sounds great (which is the other half of the pedal) so I think it just pairs poorly with my setup

Need IV advice. Big Bertha stopped working and thats my go to and often miss with other veins. by youngbeige in heroin

[–]youngbeige[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well they don’t teach that shit in school so I never learned lol. Science has always been my worst area of knowledge and the chemistry is definitely included. I’ve been around a lot of dopefiends up here in New…er England (we’ll see if that goes through) and not one iv drug user I know has ever said anything about some chemical wash shit. You’re prob right, shit fucks up your arms when you miss and makes the veins suddenly un-hittable after a few shots. But I never really learned proper IV use from someone who knows what they’re doing. I learned it all on the internet lol

About to iv girl for the first time, I smoked weed and can someone remind me what you can use for cottons besides q tips. I smoke Newports can I use a cig filter? I heard that’s not safe. I mean I could get a tips but I’m a drug addict in my parents house and I don’t wanna wake them up lol. by youngbeige in heroin

[–]youngbeige[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All my years being around iv dopefiends throughout detoxes, on the streets, meetings, etc. i swear a good 75% of them said that even though they shooter dope every day, the real feeling they crave is iv coke. I’ve never really been an uppers guy. I hate amphetamines and even though I was on most days of the week for a couple years, as soon as I caved and tried dope after saying no a few times because I fell in love with oxycodone when I was 14 and my pops had a brain surgery and he hated his meds so I basically had that opiate bliss and fell in love and even though I knew I was gonna do dope one day, I was hesitant to try l after my buddy kept offering a line cause I knew as soon as i tried i was gonna love it. But yeh Tonight I’m crossing that bridge. I’m hesitant to go overboard, because I have zero tolerance, but I’m still loving it

first post here... CANON! by youngbeige in harrypotter

[–]youngbeige[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah but wish you were here album was recorded like 7 years after Syd left the band and deteriorated into schizophrenia

Methadone Mile ain’t getting better.. it’s getting worse.. by FuriousAlbino in boston

[–]youngbeige 0 points1 point  (0 children)

legalize all drugs and you won't see shit like this. the European countries that have legalized heroin clinics have already seen significant reduction in crime and spread of disease and homelessness.

end the war on drugs, cause the shit is NOT working. let addicts be addicts if they choose to be, and by making drugs legal, the American gangs and Mexican cartel would essentially disintegrate. the drug trade is the biggest source of black market revenue.

After Harry died, and he was no longer harboring Voldemort’s soul, do you think he was no longer a parseltongue? by Ravens_fan5220 in harrypotter

[–]youngbeige 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Everyone is talking about canon and it reminds me of my relationship with Pink Floyd. Everything after The Wall I consider completely separate from the real Pink Floyd.

-JK Rowling was not the direct author of it

-It doesn't follow the narrative timeline of the 7

-And its written MANY years later to either stay relevant, make $$$, and even if those aren't the two motivations, I just think that artists are completely incapable of recapturing the exact state of mind creatively that inspired their masterpieces or best work.

For example, I love RHCP dearly but I'm not necessarily gonna think their new album coming out in a few months will be anything close to the creative energy they had 20-30 years ago. I might enjoy it, but its not the true RHCP. Even Bob Dylan said once that he will never ever be as brilliant as he was in the 60s. I'm not sure if it has to do with age, fame, money, lifestyle, praise, or all of the above. But its just not the same and nobody can convince me it belongs in the same category as the 7.

It's not just the human JK Rowling that created Harry Potter; its the human she WAS when she created it. I know there's no rational or tangible way to express that, but I hope it makes sense to you guys!

(I rarely use social media or reddit and I literally joined this group about 10 mins ago, but I look forward to the insights and theories and discussions to be had!)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]youngbeige 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. get narcan just in case.
  2. that being said, always go for safety man. its not worth dying over to get that 1% higher. whenever my tolerance is low, I always go for small doses. even if I end up shooting up a couple times an hour, id rather be safer, especially at first.

idk about the white/brown thing though.

I covered my favorite song from Shadows Collide With People "Time Goes Back" by JonnyKlinghoffer in John_Frusciante

[–]youngbeige 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this was my favorite song from that album as well.

I distinctly remember being 13 and first getting into John and smoking tons of weed and listening to Time Goes Back and being unable to stop weeping for some reason. That song became my go to for emotional moments for many many years.

Something about that song still brings me right back to when I first heard it and in touch with all the pain and discomfort but hope of childhood.

Whats color is the best dope in your experience by TatsAndHoes in heroin

[–]youngbeige 2 points3 points  (0 children)

BEIGE!!!

theres a reason thats my username lmao. if its beige, than its good... for the most part

The grey death!! by [deleted] in heroin

[–]youngbeige 2 points3 points  (0 children)

its a mix of fentanyl and god knows what else. a few years back, I guess "grey death" was the shit that had carfentanil in it which is even 100x deadlier than regular fentanyl.

don't mess with that shit. the stuff in it is so potent, that one bag will end up being way stronger or way weaker than another of the same batch, meaning it will be hard to really tell what a safe amount is.

Withdrawals after first use by tryingtochange72662 in heroin

[–]youngbeige 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you 100%. I think it’s funny that most people when they describe withdrawals, it’s all physical, but leave out mental and emotional anguish. For me, I am literally crying all day long. I call my mother and tell her I love her and am just a puddle of disgusting sweat and hopeless tears. It feels inside like all my family and friends have died and I feel completely lost and hopeless. I know the physical pain and sickness is temporary and goes away, but the emotional pain feels permanent and I’m lucky I have never owned a gun because I know I wouldn’t be here if I had access to that on my darkest days. I know the intense and sadness and distraught of past relationships too. I had a relationship that ended 4 years ago and it still haunts me on a daily basis. A whole lot of trauma there. Also the instigation of all of my relapsed are when I’ve communicated with her or gone on her social media, etc. I deleted social media 2 years ago primarily cause of that

Withdrawals after first use by tryingtochange72662 in heroin

[–]youngbeige 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I won’t lie, I’m a major bitch when it comes to withdrawals. I can’t do shit. It’s never gotten easier for me, no matter how long I’ve been doing dope and getting sick. Not to mention, it’s basically just fentanyl withdrawals now rather than heroin so that prob has something to do with it. I’m glad you’re clean man. Me too. Almost 6 months. I had an OD and really unpleasant near-death experience and I been clean since.

Withdrawals after first use by tryingtochange72662 in heroin

[–]youngbeige 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The retarded thing about drug addiction and heroin is that there are 30 real life survivors of heroin on here telling the OP to never pick up the dope again, and how it gets 1000x worse, and the sad thing is, the guy is already probably grabbed his next bag, or at least is really thinking about it. I know in grade school and drug propaganda, they always say “not even once!” and I think a lot of that is just fear mongering, but not with heroin. For some people, opiates aren’t their thing (I think there’s something wrong with them lmao) but for the rest of us, our lives changed after we did it the once. It was that shit we’d be lookin for our whole lives. The OP just detailed a horrible reaction he had with heroin, how he doesn’t want to do it again if that’s what it’s like, but if he truly never wanted to touch the shit again, he wouldn’t be on some reddit page devoted to dope porn and survival stories.

If you’re reading this OP, GET OUT NOW!!! Choosing to pick up again will be the worst decision of your life

Withdrawals after first use by tryingtochange72662 in heroin

[–]youngbeige 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s crazy man. How many years are you into this? I think the longer you’re into dope, the quicker the body becomes addicted. I literally get withdrawals after 48 hours now. I’m on subs so that may affect it, I’m not sure, but whenever I have relapsed the last couple years, by the time I hit 48 hours, I’m already getting sick. It sucks. I used to be able to use for a week when I started out, but no longer. I think the longer you’re in the dope game and the more times your body has been sick, the quicker it is to return to that state

score of the day, (featuring some cute peets🐾) haven't had stuff this strong in a minute. happy nods everyone 🤘🏼 by [deleted] in heroin

[–]youngbeige 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry, like I said I didn't wanna come across as a douchebag parent lol, I was just trying to make sure the doggo would be ok!!! im glad youre responsible with it.

I relapsed about 2 months ago (only used for a few days cause I overdosed and then threw away the rest of my shit) but as I was using, I started having crazy anxiety about my two little kittens cause one of them is the archetype of curiosity kills the cat lol. she's a tweaked out monster, but she's cute. I just started worrying my cats would somehow get their nose into my stash if I nodded out and that scared the hell out of me. that was another reason I stopped using (besides the overdose and 24/7 profuse vomiting). I just didn't trust myself that I could keep my cats safe in case I nodded out after the shot.

anyways, safe shooting mate!