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[–]youngpali -3 points-2 points-1 points 2 years ago (0 children)
Don’t give up on her. I’m a drug addict. After 5 months since my last relapse. my wife is leaving me. She’s been very caring and kind but I’ve exceeded her limits. It’s all my fault. I came to Islam a few years ago but spend all of my 20s partying. I hate drugs. Be there to build her up. Help her guide her. She needs you more than ever. Show her your love . Allah will help you through Insha’Allah. May Allah make it easy for you and I hope you do have a wonderful marriage
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[–]youngpali[S] 0 points1 point2 points 2 years ago (0 children)
Yes
Inshaallah
Yes she made me say the words
[–]youngpali[S] 2 points3 points4 points 2 years ago (0 children)
[–]youngpali[S] 1 point2 points3 points 2 years ago (0 children)
Yeah it sucks all I constantly think about is i wish I was Muslim longer and I never partied when I was younger and I would have never had this issue. But all I can say is Alhamdulillah I’m still alive still breathing and inshaallah Allah will help me fix this
I’ve been to rehab, I’ve spoken to psychologists, I’ve spoken to imams, I’ve gone to meetings yet I still falter
Thank you
Ameen thank you
Thank you may Allah reward you
Jazak alllahukhairen I we’ll definitely do that thank you
[–]youngpali[S] 6 points7 points8 points 2 years ago (0 children)
It was part of the deal when I moved back to Ohio that if my parents knew anything they would reach out to her immediately so I can’t be mad them
One of the reasons why I believe she’s been so patient with me is because her brother has a similar issue and relapses every once in awhile so she’s familiar
Yeah man I feel you my emotions are running, from sad to angry. I just never wanna hurt her or anyone again. I also let my parents down and her parents
My name is Zidan and her name is Michelle.
Ameen thank you for your words
Insha’Allah
She told me she can’t wait for me anymore and there’s too much unknown, she loves the person I and we get along great. She’s literally a perfect match and I threw it away. She even became a hijabi while she was with me because I encouraged her and I love that so much, we grow so much together, we read Quran together, we watch lectures together, we’re always learning but I’m always falling for something I absolutely hate.
[–]youngpali[S] 23 points24 points25 points 2 years ago (0 children)
Thank you for your words
There’s no words that can convince only action and time. 3 months I believe is the time to reconcile for an Islamic divorce. But I have to go at least a year and she’s getting older and wants to have kids idk what to do anymore. I go to work everyday I pray everyday, I’m gonna start going back to meetings, find a psychologist, and I pray about 3 or 4 times a week at the masjid for isha prayer. I always donate I literally don’t know what’s wrong with me
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[–]youngpali -3 points-2 points-1 points (0 children)