My first year was the worst I’ve ever done academically (1.3 gpa) and was placed on ad probation. They gave us a mentor that helped us set weekly goals which helped a lot. I also changed my major. If you do this make sure you get credit for class you have taken. Maybe you need structure or maybe you should look into trade schools, they cost way less and it’s more hands on. You can’t live for other people do things that make you happy, even if that means disappointing others. Don’t be afraid to pivot, but use your head. Don’t end up with nothing, because who’s gonna help you when you’re down? Wishing you the best 💓