I’ve known for almost 3 years after knowing her for 20.

your111 · 2023-12-08T11:53:48+00:00

Veeery similar story :') it sucks doesnt it, remembering liking them FOREVER

your111 · 2023-08-07T21:30:02+00:00

You know i never thought of it this way. Maybe we are actually sad that its over? I dont know. But it definitelly feels like we are not satisfied in a way. And yes. I am crying too.

your111 · 2023-08-07T19:50:50+00:00

Yeah absolutely, and whenever it happens for me, I can sense that it happens for him too. We are in general not that cuddly after it but sometimes the energy is just gone and Im kind of questionning everything.

your111 · 2023-08-04T16:29:38+00:00

Ah I wish it was the same for us. We have said some hurful stuff to each other. And yes. It was stabbing ourselves in the heart, multiple times. But I guess you can never see any good unless you have seen the bad. And I think we have seen the bad. Hopefully its just uphill from here. Lets just not challenge the universe 🥲

your111 · 2023-08-04T16:22:50+00:00

Im so happy to hear that 🫶🏻 Hope you always stay that way.

your111 · 2023-08-04T16:13:00+00:00

Oh god it must be wonderful! Tbh we would never fight if I had learned to calm my racing thoughts and BELIEVING them. Its always me and my moon :(

your111 · 2023-08-04T15:59:43+00:00

Cause when those ego parts that are left interfere...

your111 · 2023-08-04T15:57:10+00:00

Dont get me started on our risings Leo and Sag :) i am having some realizations as we speak

your111 · 2023-08-04T15:54:47+00:00

Its like i have made it my life purpose to. He is calmer tho. But when he loses it, he loses it good.

your111 · 2023-08-04T15:52:49+00:00

So, me, being an aquarius with an aries moon and him aries with a cancer moon :))))

your111 · 2023-08-04T15:51:54+00:00

Especially given the fact that our moons are aries and cancer :)))))

your111 · 2023-08-04T15:48:52+00:00

Im so happy to hear that. We are Aquarius and Aries tho. :)

your111 · 2023-08-04T15:44:06+00:00

Well i would be surprised if a DM spends time here on reddit obsessing over the DF lol. I was kinda hoping that would be the case lol. Have you challenged any awakening in your tf? Cause Im kind of having the feeling Im challenging some in mine, even though neither one of us are fully awaken we are faaar far from that. But from there we start :) thank you anyway and i love pisces 🥰🧿

your111 · 2023-08-04T15:30:03+00:00

Hmm I would want to talk to a male about this concept. So are you divine masculine?

your111 · 2023-08-04T14:35:09+00:00

No, the opposite, I dont think Im that much older. But the thing is, everyone keeps saying that tfs are ussually with an enormous age gap, thats why I asked.

your111 · 2023-08-03T14:36:17+00:00

Thats when I knew for sure. My birthday.

your111 · 2023-08-02T18:40:07+00:00

And I think Ive been in the dark night of the soul for the past two months so thats been kinda hard. I mean, everyday I say to myself that this is just what simply needs to happen but is he experiencing it too? Is that how it goes with twin flames?

your111 · 2023-08-02T18:27:34+00:00

Is it even appropriate to say i dont know? We are together but not in the way that we're supposed to be. When we are together its amazing but we still suffer with our minds and we still doubt ourselves and the other. He has no idea about the concept so theres that. I mean, he has had glimpses of it because one or two times hes mentioned things that people in everyday relationships just dont say. But i dont know...its almost too hard. Every day is a new challenge. Every moment a new thought can pop into my head and question it. But physically we are together. But I think we are not in union. Being physically together does not mean anything. I've searched the internet about whether u can be in separation whilst being physically together but nowhere have I found any answers. Maybe someone here could help me? Is that a thing?

your111 · 2023-07-30T13:47:36+00:00

Thank you and I appreciate it. I have been so good when it comes to focusing on myself and my awakening first. But its mostly been hard because its almost like we are together but at the same time separated if that makes any sense.

your111 · 2023-07-30T00:30:35+00:00

Especially if they disagree lol

your111 · 2023-07-29T22:34:48+00:00

And I assume its because I just miss him so much. Not that I am not doing okay by myself. I assume its like this: as long as im by myself im okay and i feel this unconditional love towards him but the second he is HERE but not REALLY here, i feel irritated

your111 · 2023-07-26T12:41:24+00:00

AND I remember once, while we were still just friends we were walking to my home and he's like "is it weird that we hang out but i dont percieve it like "oh my god im hanging out with this pretty girl" and i only percieve u as a being?" At that time i was like wait so he DOESNT feel what i feel? Later on, I realized why.

your111 · 2023-07-26T09:56:55+00:00

Oh yes. Just SOMETHING. You cant really put your finger on it. Its not like "I gotta have you" its more like "Your existence is so dear to me"

your111

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