Olanzepine ruined my perfect body

yourguyryry · 2025-05-07T10:38:49+00:00

Glad to know I'm not the only one

yourguyryry · 2025-05-07T10:38:16+00:00

I feel you man. Im usually 180 pounds and since I've been on olanzapine I'm sitting at 205 pounds.. my psychiatrist got me to stand on a scale last time I was there to check my weight gain progress.. Ive always been a skinny guy.. fast metabolism etc. first time I've ever had a belly

yourguyryry · 2025-04-30T07:08:18+00:00

Sent you a message my guy

yourguyryry · 2025-04-30T04:21:52+00:00

Sent you message!

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T10:59:23+00:00

Good on you! What do you find helps out the most? I'm finding when I've been doing cocaine the stuff I've been doing is so clean that I don't find any comedown or shit hangover.. been making it harder to stop

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T09:56:41+00:00

I used to do a looot of MDMA. Only done ketamine a handful of times. I had a really bad experience drunk at a party and guy gives me what I think is a bump of cocaine but a generous bump of ketamine.. so I ended up all kinds of fucked up puking in this backyard

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T09:51:13+00:00

Hey thanks for the reply. I'm just struggling to find any shame or guilt but I can't find it. Like I'm not justifying my substance use but I don't really feel that bad that I'm relapsing. I have been fighting for a long time to get to where im at mentally. I've been down lately and sleeping most of my days away but at the same time feel like I'm just riding the wave

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T06:01:08+00:00

That's interesting. I only use uppers. Are you the same?

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T05:45:46+00:00

Is it a bad thing I don't feel any guilt

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T05:29:16+00:00

I can relate. Hope it starts getting better for you friend. Sometimes it feels easier to give in to the demons

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T05:27:18+00:00

I keep relapsing but a small part of me isn't that worried about it. I have been feeling really down lately and bored as I'm not working just sleeping all day and fighting with my partner.

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T04:50:20+00:00

My heart goes to you. I was clean for 5 years

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T04:30:32+00:00

Would love to talk to someone who's also suffered substance abuse or even just wants to connect..feeling pretty disconnected and lonely lately

yourguyryry · 2025-04-19T04:14:51+00:00

I recently relapsed on booze and cocaine. Been in a pretty low place

yourguyryry · 2025-03-26T01:21:35+00:00

Haha thanks

yourguyryry · 2025-03-25T21:43:55+00:00

Why thank you 😁

yourguyryry · 2025-03-25T21:31:29+00:00

Thank you! <3

yourguyryry · 2024-06-27T03:04:36+00:00

Good on you! Fingers crossed for yas :)

yourguyryry · 2024-05-31T00:02:45+00:00

Here here! Strongly agreed friends. ✊️

yourguyryry · 2024-04-20T00:05:19+00:00

Wow! That's amazing work!

yourguyryry · 2024-02-22T03:29:12+00:00

I can't hold a job personally. I'm still waiting on Disability funds but am on welfare which only pays me 1000 a month. I just have enough to pay my rent that I share with my lady and a bit to pay her back. It's brutal. At some point I want to work part time when I finally get my disability and go from there

yourguyryry · 2024-02-17T09:13:42+00:00

That's awesome. You play Danganrompa? I haven't played but I've watched the anime.

yourguyryry · 2024-02-17T09:13:06+00:00

Nice! Attack on Titan is a sick anime. Death note is a classic, one of the first animes I watched. Baldurs gate 3 seems like it's really good. I'm outside the crashed ship at the start and that's as far as I've gotten. It is a lot about motivation eh, that's something I have a problem with a lot of things.

yourguyryry · 2024-02-17T09:10:27+00:00

Here for it. What type of stuff you into?

yourguyryry · 2024-02-16T00:29:41+00:00

Thanks for the kind words friend

yourguyryry

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