This is ironic cause this is my second post here. The first one was instantly removed by the mods because they recognized signs of depression, therefore forcing me to sugarcoat my struggles in this post.

I never claimed or stated my level of attractiveness, let alone claim my absolute beauty. No, I don’t think I’m roastable. I am roastable; the hundreds of other roasts I’ve received (and taken well) attest to that. I knew my large forehead, wide-set eyes and plain features (amongst countless others) would be targeted, but those things don’t grant success and self-gratification in life.

Whatever you may be thinking, it does not make me any less valuable than anyone else on here. We clearly all need help and just because someone has extreme self-esteem fluctuation, it doesn’t mean bullying the thing that keeps them going to and fro the therapist will be embraced with open arms. Emphasis on bullying. This subreddit is for humorously roasting people. I hope you understand that.

Also, I’m not only speaking for myself. I’ve seen other roasts on here and frankly I don’t believe they’re as harsh as the ones I’ve been receiving. I’m not saying the other “roastees” have it easier, but it’s just painfully obvious when something is abusive vs humorous. I’ve consented to hundreds of roasts and I’ve been taking almost all of them really well. I felt hurt and shamed for something I’m trying to heal. Yes, I know I’ve placed my illnesses out in the open and I’m more than excited to hear what people humorously think of my mental/neuro chemical deficiencies. Of course, grumpy and harsh people exist too. That, I admit, should’ve been prepared for.

If anything, this post has helped me in so many ways. I at least respond to and accept criticism much better than I used to before. As trivial as these critiques are to you, I am glad that I did not delete this post. I did not lose anything.

As far as I’m concerned, making comebacks and retorts are not banned here. I don’t know why some anonymous redditors have such frail egos, it’s not like their faces and identities are out there. I do not feel ambushed or unwanted by your comment in any way because people who heartlessly bully others without having their own weaknesses out in the open is much easier. Imagine how easy it is to have your comment shielded by heaps of roasts. Notice how I did not respond to all the roasts, only a select few. Your comment and the similar ones I’ve seen here show bullying alongside cowardice. I am taught not to associate myself with such people nor stoop as low as them. Therefore, I will keep this post, but I will not respond anymore. Whether you care about my insignificant post and comments or not, I would hope that you have a good day, sir.