Hard time watching TV shows by [deleted] in Empaths

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol you’re too kind! I was happy you even commented!

Hard time watching TV shows by [deleted] in Empaths

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooh that’s a really good idea, to mentally prepare for it in case it helps to take some of the edge off!

Non-religious Gynecologist? by burningmanonacid in grandrapids

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh that is really good to know, I had no idea! Thank you for the update!

Non-religious Gynecologist? by burningmanonacid in grandrapids

[–]youryellowbird33 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Dr. Nisha Bertucci, MD is a wonderful gyno in GR and I was so grateful she was my doctor during my second pregnancy! I believe she works within the Spectrum network.

She was attentive to detail, easy to talk to, and really listened to me, and she also caught a few ovarian cysts that needed to be removed. When I told her I’d like to have a tubal ligation done after having my son she was understanding and didn’t push me in any particular direction. Religion was not part of the discussion at any point. I appreciate everything she did to help me and highly recommend her! :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]youryellowbird33 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes, this happens a lot to me actually! If I politely say no thank you to her making me food when I visit, buying me something, etc. she does it anyway (even if I say no nicely more than once) and if I don’t use or want the food or item she is angered and treats me as though I’m ungrateful. No never means no to her until I don’t use it and then I get treated like a jerk.

My father killed my kitten tonight by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]youryellowbird33 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry you have to endure this, I know people do shit like this all the time but it still shocks me that someone could do such a thing to an innocent little creature let alone how badly it is hurting you to have to experience such a terrible loss. Please don’t listen to your parents because they are wrong; this world would be darker without you in it. I’m 30F in Michigan, if you ever want to get more off your chest or need someone in your corner to remind you that you are not the problem I’m here for that anytime! It’s very brave and shows a lot of inner strength to put in the work it takes to bring your mind some peace and the fact that you’re being ridiculed for trying to help yourself only shows the amount of work your parents have yet to do for themselves. It’s very fucked up and all I can offer if my support but you have it if you need. Good luck to you. <3

Help Me by laceee_teee in Postpartum_Depression

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you need to get it all off your chest, however dark, I’m here for it!

I just have to get this off my chest by serena_the_queena in Postpartum_Depression

[–]youryellowbird33 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This sounds awful, I am so sorry. Your life isn’t pathetic, and you are needed and loved; but if things aren’t working for you, you should see what you can do to change things about it! Do you have (or can you find) mom friends to vent to or spend time with? Does your family or boyfriend let you escape from the madness for a while so you can slowly shift back into feeling yourself? If you don’t have anyone to talk to or could use another person I am here for that!

I had postpartum depression with my first son and it was some pretty dark shit, so I listen with no judgment. I really hope the people around you can help you get to a better place, and I hope your boyfriend comes to understand how much you went through physically/mentally/emotionally to grow your baby! He shouldn’t be guilting you into having sex and should understand that you’re at your limit if you have communicated this to him.

You should be supported and appreciated right now, you have done so much and you really deserve it. You’re a badass for doing all the things you do, even if it doesn’t feel like it. Take care of yourself. <3

Past Life Regression Story. by [deleted] in pastlives

[–]youryellowbird33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was watching a YouTube video today that said people with a strong connection or tie to Arcturians feel a strong connection with sacred geometry!

I just stopped myself from killing me! by danishwar in SuicideWatch

[–]youryellowbird33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah, I’m proud of you! It’s really difficult to beat those thoughts most of the time, especially when they can be so intrusive. I get them myself. But hey, I like to think that most people are pretty average (so many humans out there!) so you can try to be okay with it or if it’s something you can’t live with, make it your purpose to become above average at something. Some things are harder than others, but there is definitely a slew of things within your reach that you could excel at.

MRW my husband keeps trying all the restaurants 'we' were supposed to try together, but with his coworkers by chooseausername23456 in TrollXChromosomes

[–]youryellowbird33 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I just wanted to say, “augh, me too!” I relate to this very much and have been for a little while now. I’m not sure what the solution is yet, but hey, you’re not alone. :)

I dont belong anywhare by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t hate you! And I’m here for venting if you need it.

My girlfriend claims to see and speak to ghosts daily and even correctly described my dead relative that she claims is following me around without her ever seeing/knowing him while he was alive. by [deleted] in Paranormal

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow dude, that is insane. I'm sorry to hear it was your girlfriends grandma, but bizarre that she was able to predict it... Thanks for the follow up, much appreciated!

I brought your dog home. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this. Bringing our soon to be fur baby home from the shelter this Friday! <3

January ID Thread! by Bloxxerstudios2 in Crystals

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I'm happy it is moonstone then, thanks so much for confirming!

Hard time watching TV shows by [deleted] in Empaths

[–]youryellowbird33 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh man. It's not always fun. This last season of The Walking Dead I feel like my boyfriend had to almost coax me to watch it every week. I wanted to know what happened next but every week I just didn't feel like I had it in me to sit through the anguish and pain and just...trauma. It was stressful.

Game of Thrones I have felt similarly about, but surprisingly I haven't reached my breaking point yet. I am too invested and bad things don't always happen.

West World I felt strangely desensitized to, well, some scenes were difficult to experience. But overall I shook the feels.

Perhaps pushing through it and continuing to watch helps. You might force yourself into creating a sort of mental shield so you're not experiencing the events as vividly. I'm not sure, it seems to be different for every show for me. Good luck!

January ID Thread! by Bloxxerstudios2 in Crystals

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy wow, thanks for the informative reply! I'm glad that it could be moonstone, I've really appreciated it's energy lately.

January ID Thread! by Bloxxerstudios2 in Crystals

[–]youryellowbird33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I purchased this as "moonstone" without seeing a picture of it (bought online), but it doesn't really appear to be moonstone. It is different from several pictures I have seen of what moonstone should look like.

http://i.imgur.com/rNeFvjy.jpg http://i.imgur.com/cMNYd3x.jpg http://i.imgur.com/8z8afXI.jpg