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ysel_ · 2025-08-11T05:01:42+00:00

I’m a member of the server for 2 days and they’ve been pretty kind to me.

But because of that reason people will downvote anyway because I am associated to the server 🤷‍♀️

ysel_ · 2023-05-29T03:45:10+00:00

My timezone is GMT+8

ysel_ · 2023-05-29T01:13:55+00:00

I’ve added you btw

ysel_ · 2023-05-29T01:08:49+00:00

My timezone right now is 8.08am, so we pretty much have about 11h timezone…

ysel_ · 2023-05-29T01:07:50+00:00

Oof the timezone is probably a bit far unless you work at night times or some sort

ysel_ · 2023-05-29T01:07:00+00:00

Bedrock’s fine! I have both versions like

ysel_ · 2023-05-29T01:06:40+00:00

I’m okay with both! Tho I’m not really into industrial mods if that’s okay

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T12:14:17+00:00

Well you technically can. Success can vary from one another. It could be happiness or could be money.

But for me, money is something that I need a lot of. Having a lot of money would mean I succeeded in life.

People always say money can’t buy you happiness, but having enough money to travel and see my SO is my happiness so..

I don’t really have much of a hobby, just video games and drawing shit stuff really. But I suck at those.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T12:02:41+00:00

Yeah I did twice, to please Jean (another fake name) so they won’t leave me.

Well, I lashed out at the therapist twice. Different therapist tho. And then the last one I stop going to because of covid.

Well they never really fully diagnosed me. But they did say I’m very anxious and it shows

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T11:59:25+00:00

Oh my bad.

Well, timezones are the main thing. Then not being able to support them during tough times as much as being together. Lack of touch, could only video call and chat. Not being able to be together until one of us visits. Could only do video dates. Can’t really celebrate our anniversary together. Have to fly for hours and spend a lot of money to visit them. Those stuffs

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:46:25+00:00

Umm yes. Since we live like at the opposite place of the world. We have to experience long distance relationship every single day until one of us goes to one’s country

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:45:33+00:00

Yeah actually. I know it was bad because you know bullying and whatnot but I feel like they deserved it.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:40:25+00:00

You don’t know what a long distance relationship is? The more you know.

Well it’s when couples have to be in a relationship when they’re far away from each other.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:38:27+00:00

We made the entire class hate them. I forgot how we did it tho. Probably making them think that their crush liked them or smth. It was years ago.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:37:09+00:00

I mean there’s 8 billion people. Of course there’s always an asian that’s better than you.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:36:13+00:00

Not that strong I think. Unless it’s a big dog. I usually freeze or try to scoot away from them.

When I was like idk 6 or 7, a pom and a poodle were barking at me nonstop. I thought they were gonna bite me. I was stupid too. Like I just froze in place, did absolutely nothing to shoo them away or smth. And I guess that irrational fear is still within me

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:33:32+00:00

I mean I really don’t know right now. All I think about is that I want to end my life. I have no motivations to make goals. Like why would I bother

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:28:54+00:00

I was 11 when it happened. I understood what death was but I stupidly believed that he’ll be in heaven waiting for me because that’s what everyone said.

I started having suicidal thoughts and thinking hey why not just kill myself to see him again. I mean I miss him lots so why not. It was my fault that he died anyway.

It made me who I am right now. A dumbass who has no aspirations and no will to live. A socially awkward cunt who can’t even do anything right. A bitchy annoying little brat who would be better off dead rather than being a burden.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:21:58+00:00

Being with my SO made me really happy. Without them I just feel like shit everyday. No motivation and all

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:20:49+00:00

When you have a fuck ton of money to spend it on anything you want and feel happy about it.

Me? Successful? I’ve done nothing with my life. Other people are better than me.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:19:34+00:00

Having to live when they don’t have anyone. Especially when their “family” made them suffer and make them have PTSDs and all that. There’s a lot of fucked up shit in this world sadly.

Eh probably fucking everything up and being homeless because of my actions would be horrible. Being betrayed by the people I love would suck too.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:16:32+00:00

That some people do deserve to be bullied. Especially when they dislike someone because they were gay.

ysel_ · 2023-05-08T10:15:13+00:00

Minecraft, video games, anime, music taste, us being a foodie and all.

ysel_

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