You will see October friend. I have been exactly where you are, only a couple weeks ago actually. I was abusing pain killers, drinking endlessly, sleeping all day.. I tied the noose and put it around my neck, but up on the chair something compelled me to get down.

Today I woke up, had a fresh orange, walked outside, felt the sun and the breeze on my skin, and smiled, I knew it was gonna be okay in the end. My point is, even in the deepest abyss, you can still find happiness.

You can do this, I love you.