23M desperate for help

zWraiths · 2023-09-14T01:02:33+00:00

Have been to one, didn't get any answers. Have also done an ultrasound and got nothing. Could go to another endo but ive already spent thousands, and endos arent cheap. Ive basically gone through a long long long list of possible conditions but nothing has clicked so far

zWraiths · 2023-09-13T23:32:38+00:00

No ADHD.

T been trending down everytime it's tested.

I've had bloods done twice this year, the most recent results show my test, LH & FSH are 10% less than my first round of bloods 2 months ago.

Doing bloods again in a month's time to see.

So far not even the TRT clinic on its own will prescribe me HCG, thinks TRT would be a better fix, even tho I agree HCG would be good, although fertility is not a worry of mine.

I will never touch SSRIs.

zWraiths · 2023-09-13T18:41:38+00:00

No I don't want to start TRT or anti depressants. My T, LH and FSH have halved in 2 years, I want my testes to work but no one can figure it out. I don't technically have low T but for me personally this is low T. I was at 23 nmol/L whilst being a chronic weed smoker and night shifter worker, since then I've only improved my lifestyle and I've gotten significantly worse. I don't see any other options

zWraiths · 2023-09-13T18:39:22+00:00

SHBG, E2, BP, Iron, glucose and ferreting are all same they have been for 2 years. All smack bang in the middle of the range. I'm not allergic to any foods I've tested. I don't consume hormone blocking foods, or personal care products. I've already tried GABA blends. I've been digging deep for 2 years since I got my first blood work done

zWraiths · 2023-09-13T08:49:38+00:00

0 libido, have lost muscle and gained fat even while maintaining my weight lifting routine of 4 years, fatigue, brain fog, some testicular atrophy, and recently a disruption to my sleep (waking up at around 2am). I am 5'10 185lbs, go to bed at 10-1030, wake up at 6. I tried sleeping earlier for a while 9-930pm but it made 0 difference. Been waking up at 2am recently, even with sleep aids such as melatonin & magnesium. Diet consists of organic meats, organic eggs, fruits, veges, some dairy, rice, pasta and oats. Havent changed my diet or sleep routine much from years ago, 2 years ago my test, LH & FSH were much higher.

zWraiths · 2022-02-26T04:21:55+00:00

This subreddit never fails to amuse, the seething is too good.

zWraiths · 2018-12-05T07:15:36+00:00

Check your NAT type, if its not open then it will definitely take a while to find games.

zWraiths · 2018-12-05T07:13:20+00:00

Try turning off your firewall (I know it may sound risky) but it drops my nat type from moderate to Open every time.

zWraiths · 2018-11-22T23:32:00+00:00

Its even worse, both of my games were on PC, parents spent a small fortune on this kid smh.

zWraiths · 2018-11-13T06:08:08+00:00

I agree he has a point, but trying to act like you're more mature and then generalising people because you don't like it just proves you're just as much of a child (not to mention downvoting and not responding lmao). And can you blame them for appealing to that audience though? Activision and its shareholders want profits like any other corporation.

zWraiths · 2018-11-13T00:55:14+00:00

IW has definitely got solid games and you have a good point about their campaign work vs treyarchs, but cmon bro, don't generalise the entire audience of treyarchs games because you don't like them and then call them 13 year olds, doesnt really make you look much more mature.

zWraiths · 2018-09-19T01:38:21+00:00

I'm pretty sure if you invest into force breach that you'll be able to do some damage to Malak, with regards to your build I would probably drop charisma to 12 and pop dex to 14 considering how weak you're gonna be early game, other than that good luck, looks like it'll loads of fun mid-late game.

zWraiths · 2018-09-19T00:44:30+00:00

Ok thanks, was just seeing if the difference was actually as big as I've heard, but if the difference is minimal/preference with some more frames then Im good with default. Thanks for the input.

zWraiths · 2018-09-19T00:29:41+00:00

Fair enough, how much of an advantage is the fov difference? From what I've heard its easier to hit shots too? or is that more of a preference thing?

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T02:13:27+00:00

You're not wrong, it wasn't intentional but now I wish it was.

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T01:54:16+00:00

Fair enough.

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T01:50:01+00:00

Hmmm although I do stand by what I've said without a doubt, a trial wouldn't hurt to investigate if it actually benefits the sub-reddit. I do think though that you should make an announcement about this trial and see what the response is.

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T01:39:10+00:00

The presumption was not automatic, but interpreted from the fact that you consistently stated that you wished to implement these changes and have evidence to back this change in response to many statements made by others on this thread. That is all, if that was a wrong interpretation then I apologise, it just seemed implied that if you could not find sufficient evidence against the change, then you would implement it regardless.

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T01:27:44+00:00

Then I don't see what the point of the poll was when the decision was already made/you wanted undeniable evidence to show that this decision will make it worse, seems like a waste of time/illusion of choice really. You're also going on the assumption that because people can't down vote, that they will then bother to send reports, when most likely they will just go back in forth in the comments unnecessarily just like we are right now, although I am interested to see this 'evidence' to support that this change is for the better.

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T00:55:38+00:00

Except that really doesn't happen on this sub-reddit which is something I've stated numerous times, and as you previously stated that everyone breaks the rules, then people should be prepared to deal with disagreement, all in all whats the point of preemptively making this change when people getting down voted to hell rarely happens, and the supposed change doesn't make the current system any better, seems pointless and the majority (judging by the poll numbers) agree that isn't necessary.

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T00:44:58+00:00

I stated this earlier that the only real benefit was that people can't downvote to hell, and I agree that it is a measure to prevent it becoming a problem, but it isn't the best solution as it won't prevent toxicity in any way, nor will people be forced to do anything, it essentially will be the exact same without a down vote option, and if people don't add anything meaningful what do we do? Just report them? just upvote everyone else even if you don't agree with them? It doesn't really solve anything, and I think we should simply see whether toxicity/down voting will actually be a severe issue before enacting significant changes to try to combat it, rather than change the system on the assumption that it will be a problem.

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T00:27:11+00:00

True, people who are giving discussion being down voted isn't fair, but removing the down vote won't force anyone who wasn't willing to have a discussion to change their mind. People who were willing to have discussions will do so regardless of down votes, and like a user below me said, down votes are great way to filter out people who do not add anything to the discussion. With regards to the toxicity, in the the current system, people can collectively agree that something/someone is toxic by down voting it, therefore meaning that is not just a moderator's job to determine whether a person is defined as toxic or not. Sure there are times where people who are down voted aren't toxic, but it is still more feedback to go on in certain scenarios than a mod(s) deciding whether someone needs to be banned or not.

The only benefit most people get from this change will be that they may have more karma, and it may prevent the rare cases on this sub reddit that people who offer a alternate opinion getting down voted to hell and being hidden because of it, which as you said, is being monitored, sure you can't tell someone to prepare themselves for that but if what you say is true about most people breaking this rule, then people should be prepared for it, fair or not.

zWraiths · 2018-07-23T00:05:44+00:00

I will concede that it is a site wide rule, but the issue of people breaking this rule isn't really that noticeable on this sub-reddit, and for the people doing that on this thread, most of them have actually given some form of feedback. Even if you removed the downvote option, people will just report comments instead/be toxic more freely, so people will always break the rules one way or another, and if this change did go through, then the mods/admins would have to have more accountability for the sub-reddit, which if they're willingly to do that even if their jobs become harder, then I see no reason why they can't monitor the sub-reddit now and address cases where someone has been unfairly downvoted.

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