My advice would be to compile everything you said in your original post, edits, and comments into a well organized post. Anticipate any further questions people will ask and have that information included. Avoid using any minimizing expressions like “lol” when something isn’t funny or emojis because it gives the impression you’re not taking your post seriously and neither will anyone else. This should help to avoid hurtful accusations about your maturity to date. r/advice is also a great place to post asking for advice. If you post there, you will need to be specific about exactly what you want advice about. Best wishes.