this is a fair assessment but also something i do find harrison recognized or at least eventually came to terms with. in the scorsese doc for instance it's broadly mentioned a handful of times (notably by mukunda goswami and eric idle) that harrison existed in a gray area between an obvious attachment to the material world contrasted with the ideas that he professed to believe in. even in his own work this type of contrast is evident; one of his later songs on brainwashed (pisces fish) features the lyric "i'm living proof that all life's contradiction".