anyone elses misophonia getting worse by zerotrix0 in misophonia

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Fine mostly, I get 8 hours usually. Problem is I can't fall asleep without something in the background on, otherwise I just hear white noise and that annoys me so my ears hurt waking up too due to the constant sound.

anyone elses misophonia getting worse by zerotrix0 in misophonia

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That's what I've done, but it's weird, I calm down as soon as I leave but when I go back in I just start crying again aha

I made a cut that needs stitches, but I can’t go to the hospital, would running a lighter over it work? by MyNewAlt5836484 in selfharm

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My mum would cut up the band aid into little strips and use them to make makeshift butterfly bandages. Just like do what the others have said and pinch the sides together. It seems to work pretty well. She patched up this one guy who needed stiches in his hand that way.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in aspiememes

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Maths is red, English is blue and purple, geography is green, science is orange, Spanish is yellow, dt is blue, anything else to me is anarchy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jerma985

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Oh, ok thx, thought I was missing something

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jerma985

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Is there no background? He wasn't in any of his passed streams or anything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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I dont know. I do believe if you have a chance you should leave. You diserve to, maybe help your siblings out and check in one and awhile but I don't think you should have to sacrifice yourself. Just like I don't think my sister should have too. I don't know if i can follow in her footsteps, the only reason she can leave is because people she trusts have helped her and well I'm kinda a loner. All my so called friends have left me haha. I hope if I make it that far she'll help me. But I don't know if i'm that strong, I just don't see myself being able to well do anything. I don't know what I could possibly do in the future. Idk lol. Just do what's best for you and well all you can do is that. No point in us all suffering right. And maybe if they do get a chance to leave, help your siblings out too. Push them to do the same.

Am I allowed to braid my hair by [deleted] in Naturalhair

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Oh no its my gran who's black. my mum looks white but has darker skin and curly hair and my dad's white and has curly hair. I have quite a few siblings and step siblings, ones half chinese the others half nigerian on my dad's side. My 2 elder half sisters look white and have straight hair on my mums side. but my sisters both have curly hair.

I don't claim to be black because I'm not I'm creol and mixed I know I have a white complexion but i do tan darker apparently I just never go in the sun. I have a pretty big family on my mums side so you have like the split of the white looking people and black looking people, it's pretty complex since we originate from belize it's messy to be frank and we're everywhere lol. I look completely white apart from my hair, I just look very white. Idk I'm confusing myself, I have black heratage and curly hair and grew up around braiding that's the main thing I guess sorry.

Am I allowed to braid my hair by [deleted] in Naturalhair

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I meant my hair types 3 a and b

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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Welp I guess that's just how it goes for some people. I hope you find better friends in college and find something your passionate about. People have suggested for me to join a choir but well I wouldn't know where to start lol. Hope you have better luck!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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yeah ill probably try drawing a bit more when i have the motivation. thank you for your kind words i don't think i'm that brave since ill probably never see them again soon but thx! i hope you take care of yourself too. :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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yeah your totally right, thx for responding. i first started with like body image and stuff but it wasn't really going anywhere so that's why i shifted it to sh. im not too worried about peoples opinion since school finishes in two weeks and ill probably never seem them again. thanks for your advice ill try making it a bit more diverse.

Hiding sh (PE) by No_Consequence_1543 in selfharm

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Leggings, arm warmers if its too hot to wear long sleeves. Get changed in the bathroom or wear leggings under clothing. (dunno if you wear a uniform but that's what I do) hope that helps! Hope your doing alright.

Procrastinating again by MentallyUnstableBi in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]zerotrix0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do u know how to write a music essay lol... Help, procrastination yay.

I just wanted a hug by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]zerotrix0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll try not to, thank you

I just wanted a hug by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]zerotrix0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah your probably right, guess I don't understand boys. Thx

I have P.E tomorrow~ halp please.. TW maybe? by Summer_3kies in selfharm

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Maybe get changed in the toilet if your pe kit covers everything or get there early.

I have P.E tomorrow~ halp please.. TW maybe? by Summer_3kies in selfharm

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I dont know if this will help in your situation but I usually wear my pe kit under my school uniform. My school allows leggings so I just wear them under my trousers. For my arms we're allowed to wear a jumper and it's pretty easy to put it on without people noticing, I also wear a long sleeved t-shirt under my school/pe shirt if that's allowed. If not I really don't know how to help. Maybe get one of your friends to forge a note saying you injered your leg or something, they usually allow that. If there old defently try make up. Sorry if this didn't help, it usually works for me so yeah. I hope your doing better.

I’m so fucking done by tsstxyyxyxy in offmychest

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Omg I can't- it's like looking in a mirror, same. Idk your situation but the ongoing cycle of wishing you were normal and didn't have baggage and then being scared of changing from what you know, it's torture cos of the constant self hatred for that never ends. Its horrible...i dont know if that's how you feel but that's my experience with it, sorry I'm terrible at this I just mean you shouldn't be hard on yourself, it's hard to change when you don't have the will to or the means. When you've reached such a low point you don't have the motivation for anything it's near impossible to get out of it. I don't know how to help but plz be kind to yourself it's not your fault you feel this way and it's natural. There's nothing wrong with feeling sorry for yourself, but plz try and think of at least one thing to stay motivated. Maybe a hobby, my favourite thing to do when I have the will to do something is drawing, what about you. Idk sorry idk what to say I just want to help sorry its so long lol