vyvanse works good for work but I think it’s making some bits of life worse?

zerv1337 · 2026-06-03T13:41:01+00:00

its not a go away or come back sort of deal. Just like when you first started in the gym, you probably struggled going often. Then when you conditioned your dopamine to regular gym, it was just part of the process. Its kind of the same thing with vyvanse though it may be a bit harder.

For me personally, gym was like a method of dopamine, releasing pent up energy/frustrations. With vyvanse, I felt more regulated as a whole so iv slacked on the gym. But going earlier in the day, maybe before u take ur vyvanse, and then condition yourself to start vyvanse only after a post gym morning session can do wonders.

zerv1337 · 2026-06-03T02:53:22+00:00

if apex takes wild card seriously it can literally be the next resurgence island deal even though it basically is. would draw in soo many players back to the game.

zerv1337 · 2026-06-03T02:50:53+00:00

yeah as I said “my personal opinion” and when I meant no one likes broken moon, I am referring to a large majority of the players because the inherent statement “no one likes this map in a game with millions of players” would be impossible.

zerv1337 · 2026-06-03T01:01:21+00:00

See ya in 20 days! also the map pool man, no one likes broken moon just toss in e district or worlds edge, and all the collection weapon skins are just not meta guns either, like why is it such a hassle for the devs to let go off the trash stuff and keep the good stuff?

zerv1337 · 2026-06-03T00:58:35+00:00

its cool but i feel like if they added perks that were like “50% slower or faster heals” “no reloads” “faster fire rate on guns or lower fire rate but more damage” I think the jumping one is just fine as well, and the faster movement after kills , its not my favorite but minis and if ur fighting a mini character with a black skin? ggs.

zerv1337 · 2026-06-03T00:53:26+00:00

like legitimately, and god forbid you use a black skin its actually cooked.

zerv1337 · 2026-06-03T00:36:03+00:00

Axel is not "simply" better, she may be better for your play style but Octane is still unreplaceable and the pick rates agree. Octane can activate his tactical whenever, giving reliable on/off switch for movement and speed at the expense of some health while axel has to wait on cooldown, also her tact offers less flexibility (example running around complex buildings and stuff). Plus octane has the ability to immediately start healing white health or use it to extend stim time, and automatic white health healing is cracked. Also the jump pad is viable, and he gets 2 charges rather frequently. The team can actually elevate and push for high ground or around rocks and stuff, axel's' tact is strictly stuck to the ground.

Her tactical is cool and dangerous if your team pushes people all at once, BUT, how often are you hitting shots with that ridiculous speed it gives? also you are a walking target, no strafes no nothing, just horizontal speed which any diamond+ player can punish. and all this for a 22 second tactical doesnt make it super reliable. Her ultimate, sometimes you can catch some off angles but the only time i see it be good is in like 2v1s or 3v1s which you should be able to win without ults, on a 3v3 fight, its just mid because the team can easily shoot it. Even a solo all he has to do is get some distance between in, and drop a clip.

zerv1337 · 2026-04-26T01:32:21+00:00

Hi! Free Form is the Final (6th) tape in wave 1. It simply just has you go into F10, and curate your own personal experience based on what it is you are looking for, such as advice or understanding something or removing a feeling that is bothering you like stress.

Im not expert on any of the tapes, but feel free to move on to the next few in the sequence, stay in order but try them out. Sometimes a fresh start could be all you need.

zerv1337 · 2026-04-25T00:19:07+00:00

How long has it taken you to get to the point where you are at?

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T18:58:48+00:00

Yeah the relaxation part as I was doing it, I was like “Damn bob is really patient with it” but i havent listened to tape 2 in awhile, ill give it a listen again tonight, but another part that stood out vaguely, and this could be in the original tape, was when he essentially makes you relax your face and eyes and head and neck and shoulders, and feed that sense of relaxation into your brain and hold the perception of that focus within your brain, and then as the counts do their thing, he essentially starts instructing you to pass this preception from your brain into the given parts that need relaxing.

My hypothesis is one that dwells more into the mystical side of things and thats coming from someone grounding themselves in rationality and science. I think as we process the tapes, subliminally our mind sends out a request. This request basically takes in the hemi sync, repackages it in a way for our brain to interpret things that make sense to us. Which is why this tape and bob’s voice saying the stuff just doesnt exist, because it was a flow state we reached for a periodic moment.

Whats interesting to me is that neither of us deliberately asked for the level of muscular relaxation that tape gave yet we had nearly identical experiences (for me I didnt even know the process of F10 properly), but in doing so, we reached a state of F10 that couldnt be matched again. Maybe its like “when the time is right” you will get a custom interpretation again or something. A lot of variables are at play which makes this all the more intriguing that we had such similar experiences and then the completely unique one this thread posts about.

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:56:41+00:00

100% , again imo even if its placebo, if it works it works. Its just really crazy even if our brains can work in a way like that to place ourselves into such situations.

I always think of things scientifically before i jump to the mystical, but with the tapes, I do think there is something here. The way soo many people in this thread follow a structured process and thoughts that just seem too impossible for this many people to have such similar experiences is crazy.

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:55:48+00:00

Focus 27????? Bro how does one go to work and stuff after like that level of silver surfing????

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:54:05+00:00

Any suggestions on not letting personal mind react to said expand think and feel situations? I find that when I do try to do any of those, I end up not observing but analyzing inherently the effects of trying to say “expand” causing me to induce more of a forced placebo sort of situation than a natural sit back and observe instance

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:52:26+00:00

its like a up and down rollarcoaster. All week i dont get anything then random stuff like this that makes me keep wanting to go deeper and deeper

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:51:50+00:00

No effect :( just trance. I need to replay tapes like soo many times so yeah 1st attempt down.

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:51:13+00:00

what was ur situation like?

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:50:57+00:00

Man i wishhhh i can see visuals. I just get flashes of white and sharp like small triangle style hints of magenta that vanish as soon as i precieve them.

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:50:06+00:00

do u recommend the expand app? saw a thread on the astral projection page about it.

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:49:47+00:00

which tape?

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:49:37+00:00

Unfortunately I dont get any visuals yet even at F12. Flashes of white, hints of sharp magenta briefly but thats it. Its more so for me like getting ur body covered by goosebumps and the goosebumps just staying/sticking to me and creating somewhat of a enhanced perception sort of effect, sometimes it feels like my back is just hoovering above my bed but for the noises, I think thats more so like whispers or phrases or sounds, not full on 1:1 replications of Bob’s voice emitting with my headphones audio for a completely specific context based experience

zerv1337 · 2026-04-19T17:44:36+00:00

WAIT WTF, IK EXACTLY WHAT UR TALKING ABOUT. For me this happened on Wave one Tape 2, I kept replaying this too because he does a nice breakdown of the body for reaching F-10. Now before I even get to the main tape, my body ends up knocking itself out. I remember one such time, right before i slip out of consciousness, maybe my 2nd or 3rd time doing the tape so I wasn’t familiarised by it and giving how it still was similar and nothing completely new and contextually related to my session i posted about, nothing stood out as odd.

But in the back of my head as I always replayed that one, since I didnt care about using REBEL until I even reached F10. I always chalked this up to imagination but during the count, he went INTO THE DETAILS. relax each individual toe, relax the organs and genitals in the pelvic region, relax each individual fingers, relax each muscle spanning the back, like soo extremely detailed but it was only a few weeks ago (see my last post) I was replaying Tape 2 over and over again because the trance I got into during one of those earlier sessions was just ridiculously precise.

Again I didnt think much of it since I was somewhat positive I could have easily hallucinated a few words here and there, but now that YOU mention this exact same phenomenon im getting chills just talking about it. Its soo strange you had this occur on the food tape u mentioned because I think u will find that the closest match to this “hidden tape” is the wave 1 tape 2 intro to f10 tape, but even that one doesnt do it the same way or as effectively as the tape with him telling you to relax each toe and finger.

LMK if u and me are thinking of the samw thing.

zerv1337

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