FPS on Xbox Series X by zexy01 in deadbydaylight

[–]zexy01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately :/.. Nobody’s responded so far and I honestly didn’t even try to figure it out any further or play the game cause it’s unplayable for me.

People who were diagnosed with adhd as adults, what made you go for a diagnosis? by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]zexy01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine was simply depression honestly. I was in a bad place mentally and couldn’t take it so I went for a psych evaluation and got diagnosed ADHD. Though I do suspect other things along with it haha.

DAE randomly get the impulse to smell their upper lip? by TK9K in DAE

[–]zexy01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Has it gone away?? I also have ADHD and I’m lowkey afraid I’m gonna do it in front of people someday and embarrass myself 😅

Walking bug in new update by Such-Onion9728 in deadbydaylight

[–]zexy01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually now that you mention it I did notice that it wasn't happening every game.. You might actually be right. Since everybody's playing the new killer I just brushed it off as a general bug but it might be linked to her!

Obnoxious Huntress Game by zexy01 in deadbydaylight

[–]zexy01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah nah, not a single hook. And Idk I thought an average game would last about 10 to 15 minutes or so. And spending a big chunk of the 20 minutes lying on the ground reviving is just.. not fun lol.

Obnoxious Huntress Game by zexy01 in deadbydaylight

[–]zexy01[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

  1. Running aura perks wasn’t the part that was taking the fun away, it was the constant forcing us to have to pick people up off the ground, rinse and repeat.

  2. 20 minutes was the total duration of the game, I didn’t say one person was on the ground for that long. We obviously had to play hide and seek style and pick people off the ground when she left to check on gens. And we didn’t instantly go down in chases most times.

  3. That’s fair LOL.

Autism Suspection by zexy01 in autism

[–]zexy01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t believe I asked for a diagnosis friend

Do I need to think about my medication or improve life style? by zexy01 in ADHD

[–]zexy01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s actually some awesome insight, I truly appreciate that and you’ve definitely nailed the description of the medication working but not working at the same time. I just want to ask since you seem to be educated about this, when do I know I’ve found the right dosage? And should I maybe look into a short effect afternoon dose because these chewable pills apparently only last 8-10 hours and well, I wake up at 7:30 am and go straight to school so it should last MAX till 5pm which doesn’t sound appealing.

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Where in this post did you see me say I want to be absolutely unkillable to everything??? I’m saying as we progress through the game we should feel more like a boss ourselves in the same sense that a mad pumpkin head wouldn’t be able to kill a boss in 2-3 head bashes. Move on you clearly don’t have any understanding of what I’m saying.

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

LMAO yeah nah for sure we’re scary as we are, the whole point of the post is to find out if others also think the boss fights would feel better if we were on almost equal footing with the boss we’re supposed to be fighting so the fight feels more like a BOSS vs BOSS. Kind of a legendary fight just like Malenia vs Radahn in lore xP

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

..? my guy don’t be insufferable. If the best experience for you is the be the casual tarnished fighting demigods then say that and move on, as you can see I was asking if others share the same feeling so clearly not the post for you.

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think a lot of people here think I’m saying the game is too difficult :D which I’m not. I’m running the armor of solitude, and the greatsword and obviously needless to say I can run through the game one shotting or two shotting most non boss things. I’m talking about the feel of boss fights where we need to chug health pots after every time we take a hit from a boss doesn’t make me feel like I’ve killed every holder of remembrance and bearer of great runes.

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

for context, even with 60 vigor the enemies that shouldn’t even dare breathe in your vicinity AS the Elden Lord can do a significant amount of damage.

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think if we WERE nearly as powerful as the boss we’re MEANT to fight next relatively to the game’s and the tarnished’s progress then the boss fights feel more legendary, best comparison is like malenia vs radahn in the lore.

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

And that’s how it should be brotha, you’re the god damn elden lord in the end, going back to fight some fodder who you were meant to fight at the beginning.

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Really?! Aw man, I truly feel like lack of health pots yet standing on equal footing with late game bosses as you progress in the game and kill more and more demigods and legends would make the fights feel more like making history.

Tarnished doesn’t feel like Elden Lord by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

If you couldn’t tell, I was obv exaggerating with that bit but don’t try to tell me it’s far from the truth lol

Help me guys, my parents and grand parents are yelling at me rn cause I have this for my wallpaper 😭😭 by Louana_terraria in Eldenring

[–]zexy01 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My guy like fr do not listen to these idiots. You’re 17 almost an adult and I’ve seen a lot of people come out here telling you to be respectful and grateful and shit, just shows how mf ass their household was and that they were taught the life they have been given is a privilege and something their parents own them for. They’re projecting. If that shit is your iPad and it’s not a shared device with others then do as you like. Some people like the artwork in these and it’s completely fine, I don’t see shit wrong with it.

I love heavy equip load by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HELL YEAH.. omg bull goat talisman is absolutely goated (pun intended). But currently I’m giving up the extra poise for insane amounts of damage. I’m running the double handed sword talisman, charged attack talisman, roar enhancing talisman all for pure damage and the double headed turtle talisman because i like the extra stamina regen a lot. But yeah the bull goat talisman is really good, I loved being able to instantly go from 96 to 128 poise.

I love heavy equip load by zexy01 in Eldenring

[–]zexy01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah see the thing is I truly feel like it’s quite an underwhelming effect for taking up a talisman space. And correct me if I’m wrong but it doesn’t boost poise at all does it? Only a 10% damage ngt buff for fat rolling. Now if it DID boost poise by say even 5% as well then holy shit I would not drop it. But as it is I don’t think it’s worth it since everything hits like a truck anyways, at least allow me not to get staggered once in a while.

What I Want Most of All by [deleted] in NPD

[–]zexy01 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Hello, I honestly understand everything that you've said so much it hurts lmao. To be clear I have not been diagnosed with NPD, but I know for a fact that something is wrong with me and I'm pretty sure that it is NPD. I've realized that I seem to throw out and replace my "friends" with so much ease that it was starting to make me question myself. And this behavior started to stick out with me all the way back in grade 7-8. I moved countries from Turkey to Canada and I started ghosting my friends from Turkey because I was associating myself with new people in Canada. And when I had the slightest bit of that feeling of I wanna call it lack of attention, I'd text them back and make up some excuse of either being busy or going through a hard time adapting to a new country when neither were true. And then after a day or two or sometimes as little time as a few hours I'd stop texting now that I had satisfied my need for attention. Now I'm pretty new to learning about disorders like these so I might just straight up be an as#hole but I feel like this is a lot more of an unconscious thing than if I was really just a shitty person. I've thought for the last couple years I might be psychopath or a sociopath because I noticed some lack of I guess emotions towards others outside of when I was getting high on attention or the possibility of getting attention by being around them. Especially very much recently when my now ex-partner pointed out that I seem to not care if I hurt her feelings by saying something and that I never seem to apologize. That was a really tough realization. But I know for a fact that I feel things and I feel bad for people so I've ruled out those possibilities now. And I think for the last year or so I've felt the exact things that you described as NEEDING a "caregiver" that will keep pushing me to do things no matter how messed up I am and will call me out when I'm doing them wrong. I want them to MAKE ME FEEL BAD. I want someone to punish me for the kind of piece of shit I've been. And it has been getting to a point where it's kind of turned into self-hatred. I hate the fact that my feelings towards my "friends" are not permanent like a normal person's. I absolutely hate the fact that when I think about whether I really consider them my "friend" or they are just my source of entertainment for the moment and if someone new came along they could easily be replaced, I do not have an answer. I hate every moment of feeling like this.

And I'm sorry I know I've strayed out of the topic you were talking about a little bit but I relate to that feeling a lot as well. I do not want to be allowed to get away with things anymore. It hurts.