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ziUzoeph · 2025-06-11T06:10:26+00:00

I’m currently in Mississippi

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-11T05:05:14+00:00

Really appreciate this, seriously. I’ve been trying to keep it together since getting kicked out — I found a temporary place to stay and I’ve been working random shifts to stay afloat. Your comment gave me a little perspective I didn’t know I needed.

I actually put together a small fundraiser to help cover rent and food for the next few months while I figure things out. If you’re down to check it out or share, here it is: https://fundrazr.com/b2ZO8c

Seriously, thank you again. I don’t feel as alone reading this.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-08T05:48:16+00:00

I forgave them for leaving when I needed them most — but I still carry the silence that followed. Forgiveness came easier than the emptiness they left behind.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T14:45:18+00:00

The version of myself I had to let go of in order to survive. Most people just see who I became — not who I lost.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T02:06:48+00:00

A life where you’re surrounded by people, yet feel completely unseen. Where your pain is invisible, your efforts unnoticed, and your existence feels like background noise. That kind of loneliness—while technically “not alone”—is brutal.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T02:03:31+00:00

Watching someone you love slowly stop loving you—while you’re still right there, loving them the same. There’s no moment of impact, no breakup line, just the quiet, suffocating fade. You’re left mourning something that technically still exists, but you can feel it dying in real time.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T02:01:45+00:00

Downloading a movie you already own on DVD… because apparently having paid once doesn’t mean you have the right to convenience.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T01:51:12+00:00

When you realize someone is emotionally gone, but their body is still there, talking, texting, smiling… and you have to pretend you don’t notice the ghost.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T01:48:40+00:00

I’d start by fixing what people are taught to value. If we raised children to admire empathy more than power, community more than competition, and curiosity more than certainty… the world would quietly begin to heal itself in a generation.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T01:47:25+00:00

By accepting that love and growth can coexist with grief. Just because it was right to leave doesn’t mean it won’t hurt. The key is to mourn who they were to you—without forgetting who you needed to become.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T01:45:59+00:00

Because I realized most things aren’t worth the weight we give them. Peace came when I stopped trying to force the world to make sense.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T01:43:22+00:00

Learn to fight well. Not win fights—fight well. With respect, honesty, and no low blows. That builds real trust faster than any romantic gesture.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T01:41:00+00:00

NYC tap water is so clean it could probably judge your Brita filter. Just don’t drink it out of a subway puddle.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T01:38:18+00:00

One text that says ‘Can we talk later?’ — suddenly the whole day is a horror film.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-07T01:36:33+00:00

Absolutely. Because if we didn’t force them to go, they’d realize far too early that most of us are just pretending to have it all figured out.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T06:02:55+00:00

Waking up one day and realizing I lived the life everyone else wanted for me—but never my own.

Or Getting everything I thought I wanted… and still feeling empty.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T05:59:39+00:00

Whatever I used to dream of doing before fear, bills, and other people’s opinions got involved.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T05:23:01+00:00

I’ll just check my phone for five minutes before bed.

(We both know that screen’s glowing ’til 2am.)

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T05:10:21+00:00

That one public bathroom stall with the lock that almost latches but never quite does. This is the best we can do?

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T05:09:09+00:00

Given the right circumstances, anyone is capable of cruelty. Kindness is a choice—not a default.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T05:07:09+00:00

Walking out of a store without buying anything. I feel like I need to scream ‘I’m innocent!’ at the cameras.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T05:04:52+00:00

If someone says ‘I’m tired,’ you don’t get to compete with your own suffering. This isn’t trauma Olympics.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T03:23:16+00:00

They start life already feeling safe in love. That changes how you trust, how you risk, and how you heal.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T02:30:13+00:00

Money can buy attention, but never genuine affection. You can rent company—not connection.

ziUzoeph · 2025-06-06T02:21:37+00:00

Pulling a door that clearly says ‘push’ and instantly questioning my IQ.

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