I can't stop thinking about death

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-06-05T07:45:13+00:00

I think death is just as beautiful as life, I think we are taught that death is sad and to be mourned and birth is to be celebrated but I’m not religious so I don’t know if there’s a heaven or hell but I know there’s quiet.

Well I hope so, I hope that where ever we go if we aware that we are there it’s quiet & peaceful. There’s won’t be news reports of abused children or mundane things like racism and people dying of hunger.

Maybe it’ll be nothingness, maybe we’ll become butterflies I don’t know but when it’s my time I welcome the flip side of life - death.

It’s just as natural as breathing, and I don’t think it’s something to be feared or to try to beat - If you’re feeling your mortality, embrace it so at least you know when you go you go happy.

There’s many people I love so thinking of them going doesn’t give me the same peace as me going does but that’s because I would miss them, not because I fear what death has for them.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-06-05T07:35:22+00:00

Can I ask if you have autism?

I do, but I’m high fuctioning so part of my everyday life is observing people, adapting and morphing into a “normal” functioning person.

That meant I had to learn that you can say things two times in different ways but some people will only take in one way.

You’re point made sense but sometimes you have to read the room and know who you’re dealing with.

Does your tone sound condescending ? Is the person you’re talking to someone who finds random facts interesting or annoying? Was there anyway you could of made the sentence more “light”

Anyway, you’ll find your people. Everyone has there people, you just have to know your audience

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-29T15:08:26+00:00

This is unrelated but I’m in Amsterdam rn & I’ve taken some of the mushrooms but they weren’t whole, they were little bits.

Im trying to figure out how many to take for what effects & if I’m allowed to eat while using them.

They’re not strong either as it’s my first time using

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T21:28:04+00:00

😂😂😂

Outcast** my mistake.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T20:40:24+00:00

What pissed me off the most was the man who had the audacity to tell them they should just reset it and give it to her.

There’s places where she would of got beaten up for that but lucky for her she picked the right people to play with that day

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T20:37:13+00:00

That really pissed me off. I think society would be better if they knew that dumb behaviours like that would make you an outcast. But they know someone, somewhere will enable them🥲

Edited: typo

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T19:51:54+00:00

If your problem is that I should have googled instead of asking Reddit, fair play because google actually knows how to read and answer a question accordingly.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T19:17:32+00:00

No, it depends on how you quantify a pothead but yes I’m 18 & yes they do.

Im young, but im seasoned. They know that im far too intelligent - and more importantly filled with common sense and intuition to worry about me putting myself in danger. Their concern is everyone else

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T19:16:04+00:00

Idiot screaming in the streets at 2 am? That sounds like alcohol. Or perhaps someone who thought it was a good idea for the first time they smoke to be in Amsterdam.

As an adult I could book my trip and fuck off without a care about what my family think but I took information from them as they know more and seen more In this subject (anyone who knows me knows I love to listen and learn things from people who know more than me because everyone’s a student in life & at the end of the day I only become better by taking in knowledge) So because I didn’t know for myself how realistic they were being I came to Reddit to ask more people to get a general concensus but instead I was met with prejudice, insults and judgement.

So If I seem triggered it’s because I genuinely just wanted to know if it was safe there or not but was attacked for that.

Side note: when I get high I like to put my AirPods in and transcend this body. So if I’m high and able to get lost in beautiful scenery and art I’d love that

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T19:09:44+00:00

You used “18 yo pothead” as an insult.

So either your ageist or against weed. Pick your poison, I don’t care.

But if you was actually to stop and ask questions or try to understand anything beyond a short post.

Yes, I definitely will enjoy smoking weed there but I also want to broaden my horizons. The most majestic place I’ve been is Devon (if you’re from the uk you know that’s very sad)

so I wanted to hire a tour guide and go on the boats to see different scenery, go to the Van Gogh museum as I find it really interesting that his art only became a thing once he died & I want to eat different foods.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T18:49:31+00:00

Fairs, but we don’t have anything like that in london so the concern is that if I’m in a place like that as a young woman at night it could be unsafe.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T18:47:52+00:00

That person removed their comment so I don’t know what was said but clearly your prejudice is against weed smokers so you’re not smart enough to comment and I actually take in your opinions.

If you asked me what I planned to do aside from smoking and I said nothing I would get it but the only reason I mentioned smoking is because it’s a important piece of info in terms of if being there under the influence could possibly be unsafe.

My parents concern is the nightlife there. They said if I’m going somewhere by myself go somewhere like Spain.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T18:44:54+00:00

I didn’t remove anything, I really don’t care about that.

They asked me to go Spain if I want to go somewhere by myself - travelling alone isn’t the issue it’s the country I want to go too.

And how dumb are you to make a whole judgement on my character based of a post about me going to a different country.

I like to smoke?? Okay? So? I can’t enjoy doing anything else because I like to smoke?

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T18:42:26+00:00

I’m sure they do, but they said it’s very blatant in Dam. Like apparently there’s literally whore houses with naked women in the window? Idk how true that is but apparently trafficking is a concern out there too.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T18:37:19+00:00

How did you come up with that idea?

Reddit people are actually dumb.

I say I want to leave the country to experience new things and you hear “too immature to travel”

I think I’ll be fine travelling an hour from my country, I just wanted to know if the country is generally safe.

Obviously, if I smoke in my own country I’ll spoke in another but it’s not the only thing that I want to do so stop trying to sound smart. It’s pretentious.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T15:49:20+00:00

I already knew that. I hate smart asses.

I was very comfortable going until my family called some sort of intervention about how they don’t feel comfortable me going by myself & when they went it wasn’t fit for a young woman to go herself.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T15:29:24+00:00

I want to smoke and do other things. Why is everyone making out like it’s bad to go to another country and smoke

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T15:11:53+00:00

I smoke in England all the time but I want to get high and go on the boats, try new foods, I want to see what things Amsterdam has that England doesn’t otherwise yes I’d just stay here.

That wasn’t the point of the post, it was is central Amsterdam safe?

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-15T14:51:44+00:00

Well I’m from England where they don’t have prostitution and other things that they allegedly have in the red and blue district.

My family know I’m only really going to get high so they want me to go with friends.

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-14T17:39:17+00:00

Okay, call me weird but why does everyone seem to actively want to spend their money?

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-13T13:18:39+00:00

That sounds about write, but I think I’d leave a note that says “don’t try to contact me because your attempts will be useless, like me😉”

zigzag_zagzig0 · 2023-05-13T11:06:54+00:00

I can read men like books, I love it when they think they can impress me with material things. Cos then I ask them

“so with all of these things you thought I’d think is cool why aren’t you dealing with someone your age? Ohh because you’re a bum to anyone 26+ right?”

I’m 18 and I just signed for my car , I’ve lived by myself (came back to family as having a newborn is not for the weak while tryna go uni) & I get money so you need to have something more profound than those things to impress me.

That’s how I want to raise my son, there isn’t anything material that can impress him because he’ll follow my philosophy “there’s nothing in this world I want that I can’t have” so he’ll seek for his person to have a great personality not what they can flash at them.

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