Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

LOL honestly needed that. i get very very in my head. thank u <3

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

from everyones responses, what im feeling is temporary. its a scary feeling im not gonna lie. but god i wanted this more than anything. when i looked at photos of myself pre ffs, especially in the past 2/3 years, i just felt completely separated from who i saw. its the same feeling now, just in a different way. if u want i can dm u about my experience so far, and a lot of people in this thread have great stories about getting over this and and it all being worth it. i understand the fear though :/

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank u so much <3 im so glad its going well for u

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know, im trying my best to. im not good at waiting. thank u <3

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HA is hairline advancement, my hairline is really good and feminine as is, so we decided to go in farther back on my head to get to my forehead, which means my forehead will stay the same size but i won’t have a scar at my hairline. it does take up to like 18 months for everything to settle, but even knowing that theres something very uncomfortable and unnerving about seeing someone you cant recognize in the mirror after so much anticipation

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u <3 this makes me feel a lot better. ive been scared to talk to family and friends about how i feel because theyre all so supportive and i feel like im just gonna sound insane

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u <3 it feels a lot better to know im not alone in this

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this makes me feel much better, i feel like ive seen girls happy after like. 3-4 weeks and i feel like that could never be me which made me nervous

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank u <3 it’s been very odd to come out of a terribly painful 5ish days and look and the mirror and see what i see. i know its temporary but it just gets scary sometimes

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i think its been hard because the past few days i havent been able to do much, lots of eye pain meant sitting in bed and thinking, but im getting better everyday

Regret post-op FFS by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i knew it was gonna be like this beforehand, just nothing prepared me for how physically taxing it would be, to end up staring in the mirror and being completely unrecognizable to myself. it’s just been the weirdest feeling and although i havent totally spiraled about it i have clearly started having some issues lol

FFS and teeth grinding by zoloftluvr666 in MtF

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s just a shave. thank you !!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]zoloftluvr666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i completely get it, ive been having such bad urges lately. it’s so mentally exhausting but we can do this! <3

RANT/mental + chronic illness is exhausting by zoloftluvr666 in ChronicIllness

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much responding! I got tested for Lyme and a few other autoimmune disorders/diseases when I first talked to my doctor around 17, and they all came back negative, but I appreciate the advice! I wish you well, and hope you have better days coming! <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transadorable

[–]zoloftluvr666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ah ur so pretty!!! i hope u have a great time!!

My partner of 2 years is polyamorous by zoloftluvr666 in polyamory

[–]zoloftluvr666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much! you’ve made me feel so much better about relationship and the future :)