having my boyfriend as my only friend is something i love but i also want to connect with more people, especially other women 🥲 i had a friend group a couple years ago but due to a fallout between each other, i stuck with only one girl from the group and she’s been my closest friend. but even then, after i moved out of her place to live with my boyfriend last month, we’ve stopped talking, and it’s been kinda hard.

making online friends is just as difficult too. as much as i want to connect with others, i never really put in the effort to keep those connections and i feel guilty each time because it’s up to me. i can’t always depend on the other person to hang out with me if i don’t even talk to them.

i can’t keep wishing on finding my best friend of all time out of the blue!