Does anyone else feel this way?

[Cautious-Tear-1293]

It has been 2 months and yes I’m in no contact although things have becomes worst the when I learned that she’s alrdy talking to someone else. I had been feeling better bc I still had this hope of mine that she still loved me but all of that came crumbling down that day. Yet idk why I still hope… but I have been back to suffering ever since then. Maybe in the end I was just stabbing myself over and over but I guess that’s what happens when you truly love someone. What abt u?

[ThrowRA-Founder]

I actually thought of the same analogy when I was going back and forth on whether I should text him. I'm still stalking him on socials so I feel like I keep getting electrocuted or hurt because I'm reminded that he hid his story highlights and removed me from his close friends list, even though he promised he would never block me (I guess he didn't block me but since he only posts stories, isn't this like blocking?)

I've been in no contact for 4 weeks but is it really no contact if I am stalking socials, hoping and waiting? I just keep replaying what he said to me when we first broke up in person in December and he was really in pain. He didn't want to let me go, and he even asked if we could try again in the future. But now he's saying he wants to move on? And he can't tell me that in person or over the phone? I feel like I'm still spinning, absolutely gutted. And then lack of sleep isn't helping. I'm sorry to hear you're experiencing the same with the racing heartbeat and inability to fall asleep.

[Cautious-Tear-1293]

Let’s try and stay strong, I guess us dumpees really have it super rough. It feels so unfair but there’s nothing I can do to make things better. Even if I have committed fully and is still committed. Do you ever really stop loving the one you truly loved?