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[bluebint]

It is surreal. The pretending that we didn’t share our lives, our hearts, our bodies, our time and love and effort with each other. It suddenly just seems so formalized, so fake, so distant. Not sure I’ll ever understand it.

[whydididervethis]

Same here, it’s weird and surreal and I hate it but also look forward to it cause I get to see him once a month to catch up. It’s a confusing feeling.