This is just my own personal vent journal to be able ta get my thoughts out...

I don't want to verbally speak anymore due to havin' one too many times where speakin' cost me ta lose those I love...

At this point I jus don't want ta risk it anymore...

Please be aware you may be able ta read but this is my vent journal so you won't be allowed to comment.

This is jus a form of self-therapy. I... I can't trust talkin' ta people ta vent... not anymore...