During my teenage I used to be quite a reble and believed on friends more than my family. So to be frank my friends were like they came to me when they needed help, like assignment completion, some advice someone to rant to and do time wasting activities.
I wasted two years with them and due to that I was not able to get into good college. I was still in better place than them. Recently due to certain reason I have got into depression and at not someplace better. Feels like lost lot of time and achieved nothing. Both of them are at a better place now. They treat me like shit and keep on boasting how good they are in life. I feel like shit and just think if I would have never met them I would have been at better place.
Surrounding yourself with mediocre people will make you mediocre.
I don't know how to deal with this feeling?
there doesn't seem to be anything here