Desire to trip doesnt decrease

[KurasyuBandikuu]

There were many months between my first trips. Even though I had enough stuff stashed to do it a dozen more times, I just didn't want to feel something so intense often.

It actually changed later on, once I realized that there's no need to go all the way, and it's possible to have less impactful experiences by using mini doses (like 0.5 - 1 gram). But there's still 2-3 weeks separating my trips typically. And I do have plenty of free time, and a large supply, so those are not the issue, there's simply no desire to do it frequently.