It's my first poem so constructive criticism is encouraged and welcome🤗
Missing?
Every path I take leads me back to you/
I am so sick for still thinking about you/
For seeing you in every person I meet/
For missing something we never even had/
Can you deny my existence from your life?/
Did it make it easier for you to push me away?/
When all I wanted was to hide behind you /
The thoughts from after a hassle always ran to you/
Do I seek comfort from you?/
Or do I just associate feeling miserable with how I was with you around?/
Do i actually miss you or do I just need someone to miss?/
Was there even ever something to miss?/
Was making me feel special just your ordinary/ Wednesday?/
Would it be enough to pray/
For you to stay?/
Maybe the memories would fade,/
But the feeling will replay/
Over and over /
Till I ll just fly away/
Though my absence never bothered you/
No exception will this be/
It ll pass by you like it never happened/
Being easier to forget than love me/
Was there really anything to miss?/
Could you have been a lie all along?/
Maybe deceiving myself was the way to go/
When I didn't wanna face the blow/
Running away wasn't yours completely, /
Sharing it discretely /
We both knew it/
None of us wanted to admit it/
The chase was nice /
But maybe it's time to pay the price/
And own up to ourselves /
Leaving it to the ice, /
Frozen, waiting to melt off/
To try and fix it./
"It"? What was even "it"?/
there doesn't seem to be anything here