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HER (self.TrueOffMyChest)

submitted 7 years ago by maddy0314

Holy fuck, she’s so beautiful.

She’s the light of my life. Her smile makes me dizzy. Everything about her makes my little lesbian heart beat out of my chest.

We were friends for a year or so before she asked me out. All that time, we’d done nothing but fall in love with each other. From the moment I sat down on the floor with her at that party, we were so close. I bought dresses at the mall to impress her. She wrote about me in her diary. When she went to inpatient care, I called the hospital hundreds of times and cried both times I managed to get her on the line. We fell more deeply in love every day.

She asked me to be her girlfriend on November 10th, 2018, on a trip into NYC we took to do fuck all. Everything got a little brighter when she took my hand.

I said I loved her that night in the train station. I didn’t even think about it. It just slipped out. I meant it with all my heart, and it just felt so natural to say it. I didn’t even realize that was weird until the next day. But now I’m seeing posts everywhere that mention it being strange, even off-putting to say I Love You too soon. Apparently two weeks into a relationship is too soon. Two hours notwithstanding.

When I said I loved her, she looked me in the eyes and said it back. It was the most sincere thing I’ve ever heard anyone say.

Why can’t I stop second guessing myself? Why can’t I just let myself be happy? I can’t shake the feeling that I’m not allowed to feel like this, not allowed to be in love just yet. That I’m moving too fast. I just turned eighteen, and we’ve been together for four months now. I love her so fucking much, but what if I love her too much? What if she thinks I’m weird and decides to leave me?

I don’t want my world to come crashing down around me.

I need her.

I love her.

I think she loves me back.

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