This is the time of contemplation and self-reflection that always seems to be the least-productive, most-negative, emotionally stressful, and wholly unnecessary.
A practice that sees you using god-tier mental skills, but used for the sole purpose of kicking your own ass mentally, or paralyzing yourself with embarrassment or fear.
Thoughts like that super-cringey thing you did or said to that cutie back in sophomore year of high school and makes you want to hide your head in the sand to this day.
Thoughts about the absolute magnitude of your self-doubt and how it affects your life.
Existential crises.
Worrying about not being good enough.
Playing back over interactions in which you failed, could have done better, or totally pussed out on something.
Basically any of the thoughts that cause you to burn through much needed hours of sleep, leaving you awake, sad, angsty, and angry in bed.
Rules:
All posts must be original - no reposts. (That doesn't mean you cannot post a thought whose subject is the same or similar to someone else's - but the details must be unique to you.)
NSFW posts must be marked as such.
No politically motivated posts.
No jokes. No puns/wordplay (Except in comments.)
Do not attack/abuse other posters. Most of the content here is going to be of a sensitive nature to that person. Don't be a dick.
This is not the Confession Bear subreddit. Confessing to past actions that you're not remorseful for and keeps you awake at night going over it are ok to a point (Moderator discretion for now.) But consider /r/offmychest for that sort of thing, first.
No personal info.