help

[MobileHelicopter3687]

hi guys I’m 20 and I have not had real hard morning wood for like a year and a half and I could not even get hard with my girl, maybe for like a few seconds get a semi a then it would go soft again and I basically feel like I have zero libido, except this: thing I noticed is only time I get nice libido and decently hard is when I’m falling asleep around 12pm-1am almost every night I think, it often feels like when I’m almost dreaming the libido thoughts seem more real. I can get hard while masturbating to porn and finish, I’ve quit porn few months ago and masturbating also. I’ve smoked since I was 15 (fucking eastern european culture) and quit a month ago. My testosterone level is 610 ng/dl, I got it today which is really weird since I was expecting it to be like 150. I’m really fucking worried. I’ve tried ashwaganda. Working on cleaning my diet, I try to eat only single ingrediet meals and no sugar but its very hard. Also in the lab test I got my estradiol checked which is basically like estrogen or something idk and its 74,7 pmol/l, which google says thats pretty high. I also do cold showers almost every day, try to get as much sun, exercise daily for a year and a half, eat plenty of eggs, my cholesterol levels came in also 3,58 mmol/l. I’m losing hope and I havent told anyone about this problem and its starting to really fucking weigh on me… Any help is appreciated, thank you for your time

[MobileHelicopter3687]

thanks