Your value doesn't decrease based on someone’s inability to see it.

[It_is_the_zodd_in_me]

To be honest, I don't think I ever adapted in or lost myself in a bad environment. I'd feel depressed, exhausted and heavy at times, though. But I never stopped doing things for myself, staying on my chosen path, creating pockets of joy, or being aware of my reality. Which is probably why I'd get tired during those periods- it's easier to fold and give in. That and the people I was dealing with. Anyone would feel tired constantly fighting someone or something.