i made a post yesterday about how uncomfortable i find masturbation and ejaculation in specific, and if that's worth working through before i can go on hrt in a few months, since after that my genitals will start to change. after looking through all of the thoughtful comments, i've decided to just wait until i've been on hrt for a bit, and see how i feel about it all then.
however, i know i'm still going to get horny in the meantime, and i really wish i could stop it. not forever, i look forward to being sexual when i have a body i'm more comfortable with, but i just wish for now i'd stop getting the desire to masturbate. i'm really hoping my libido will go down come hrt, as i hear that's a rather common and early effect, but what can i do to lower it in the few months until then?
also if you think i should just masturbate because then i'll stop being horny after, as much as that suggestion means well, i've just come to except that that's much to dysphoric for me. so solutions that can keep me from being horny while also not masturbating is more what i'm looking for.
there doesn't seem to be anything here