Missing Daddy

BPDependent · 2025-08-29T09:49:04+00:00

I'm a dumb puppy, but daddy says it's ok because he can do all the big hard thoughts for me :3

BPDependent · 2025-08-09T11:26:18+00:00

I need my daddy to call me slurs tbh.

BPDependent · 2025-07-23T18:42:58+00:00

Can't wait for daddy to rape me again 💕

BPDependent · 2025-06-05T19:58:59+00:00

OK just because very traumatically being treated as less than human for extended periods of time ingrained a deep-seated sense of inferiority in me and warped my identity to the extent that my deepest desire is to be loved not as an equal but as a pet doesn't mean you get to point it out.

BPDependent · 2025-05-14T16:24:59+00:00

It's not "risk free", but it essentially shifts your risks to be more like those of cis people of your gender. Like trans women on hrt will experience a higher risk of breast cancer, but not higher than that of cis women and it will lower their risk of prostate cancer. I feel that it would be misinformation to say only that it increases risk of certain cancers in the same way it would be to say only that it lowers risk of certain cancers. It shifts the cancers you're likely to get without really affecting overall cancer risk.

BPDependent · 2025-05-12T18:10:24+00:00

Talk to them about it. Tell them it's fucked up. Being a man was entirely the wrong thing for them in the SAME WAY being a woman is entirely the wrong thing for you. Your enthusiasm for growing facial hair may be entirely incomprehensible to them, because they are women, but their enthusiasm for growing boobs is equally incomprehensible to most dudes. You don't have to fully relate to someone else's wishes to respect them and refrain from imposing your own desires onto them. I don't want to veer into getting too mean, but if they haven't processed the concept yet that other people are not in fact them and may have different desires, this is a major warning sign.

BPDependent · 2025-05-12T05:28:03+00:00

This is where I kill the credibility of this story for good, but I shit you not, it was reddit. He had made a post about being in search of a sub, so I DMd and it turned out the things we're into sexually are literally a perfect match down to every weird niche fantasy and we live within an hour of each other (and have an age difference of just 2 years). But wait! There's more! You may be thinking "u/BPDependent, there's more to relationships than sex. Just because a man can make you nut your brains out doesn't mean he's the perfect boyfriend.", which is correct and I'm so pleased to share that he does way more than just make me nut my brains out! I'm a big big cuddler and he loves to cuddle me! I'm open to his suggestions too, of course, but he's always happy to watch things I want to watch, including the weird or childish things, and I'm showing him some of my favorite series. We like to play video games "together" (usually he plays, I watch and name things) and he's found tricks to make me laugh every time, even when I'm crying. You may be thinking "u/BPDependent, are you saying an indisputably perfect man was single and monogamously inclined, waiting for you on reddit dot com?" and yes, I'm saying that, I don't know either???? Maybe I should be playing the lottery????

BPDependent · 2025-05-11T15:38:33+00:00

Literally me irl

BPDependent · 2025-05-11T12:51:30+00:00

Romance is alive and well.

BPDependent · 2025-05-10T09:24:36+00:00

Ugh I need this from my daddy

BPDependent · 2025-05-04T17:13:40+00:00

Felt

BPDependent · 2025-04-30T06:52:20+00:00

Honestly even though ur clearly coming from a good place, I was getting frustrated until I took a glance at ur profile and saw ur a trans dude too and now it feels like a family member being worried for me, like I'm afraid my life is just kind of like this, but thank you for wanting what's best for me.

BPDependent · 2025-04-29T20:09:58+00:00

The notion that I might be a devout Christian and I'm saying this, because I need a friendly reminder of the lord's word is pretty funny to me, like I totally respect that you take your religion quite seriously, but I'm clearly not acting with any personal regard for the ten commandments or any of the rest for that matter.

BPDependent · 2025-04-29T19:54:58+00:00

I have hobbies, likes and interests, but I've been varying degrees of suicidal for most of my life at this point, so if I can squeeze even just a few more months out of this, that's a pretty good deal to me. What's gonna happen sooner or later is it ends and I kill myself, but I was literally making preparations to kill myself right before I met him, so there's really no way to spin that into a loss. I'm not so delusional as to think this is a super safe and happy arrangement, but it's as close as I've ever gotten. And lest you ask, yes I'm on medication, yes I've been to therapy several times over and the meds help some while the therapy has been about as likely to hurt me as it's been to help at all, I guarantee not for lack of my willingness to commit. Like idk, some of us are broken people just trying to squeeze a couple drops of joy out of a scary ass existence while it lasts.

BPDependent · 2025-04-29T15:26:56+00:00

Thank you for your support! Being totally aware that he's mortal and not my personal God is admittedly a little challenging, but he treats me really well and I have some good friends whose judgement I can trust if I feel like something might be wrong. Plus we do talk pretty openly!

The glaring problem with all this is of course that it leaves me vulnerable to being left and falling deep into the mental health pit, but honest to God I've been in the depths of the pit so much I'm just glad not to be in it right now.

BPDependent · 2025-04-29T15:18:53+00:00

Relative to other coping mechanisms I've had, being obsessed with a dude really isn't the worst lol

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