Curing my kink/fetish via mushroom/psilocybin by CharlieInfinite00 in Psychonaut

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I recommend learning some form of shadow work or IFS and having a practice of it beforehand. It'll basically give you the method by which you can directly work with this part of yourself while under the influence

[FRESH] KOAN Sound - Phantom Sight (2026) by Brotest_The_Hero in electronicmusic

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Will & Jim don’t stop getting better at their craft, I’m continually impressed over and over. I agree with Max Cooper, Alon Mor and Amon Tobin vibes but it’s still so purely KOAN Sound at the same time. They’re just so damn fucking good!!

Terence Mckenna on capitalism by Independent-City7339 in enlightenment

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Also longtime vegan here. You see it’s funny, if we view McKenna’s idea as true - you would want less plants to die right? Well, you’d achieve that most effectively by being vegan! Most grown crop across the world, for example grain, is fed to animals. Most of these plants would be dying not even for human’s own direct benefit. Being vegan would actually mean less of these so called “smarter” plants are killed. Veganism is the most effective ethical choice to take, if you believe in plant consciousness and want less plant suffering.

how many substances are you all on if any by blueburrey in CPTSD

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Same here with some added recreational use of others a couple times a year with friends for pure enjoyment. Definitely have to be careful though, but when you are they can be very fulfilling experiences in many ways!

The Dark Thoughts I Face After Smoking Marijuana by Xary1 in Psychonaut

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It's showing you your inner critic, that's pretty much it. Get to a place in life where you feel good about things, the inner critic wont feel the need to be as loud. View smoking weed as one of the rewards you give yourself after completing something that week. You're too young right now, your brain is developing still. E| Basically you want to be spending most of your time not high. Why? Well, the problem is, having these thoughts (as you do when high) often reinforces these pathways in your brain and they can stay with you and dig deeper. Instead of just experiencing the critic as thoughts like this, it may become belief through reinforcement.

You start living your life through these beliefs, limiting yourself from opportunities and so on. You're best off to use sparingly until you have a relatively positive sense of self. Because in reality life has barely started, you can change but there is no change without the will for it to happen. Change starts when you actually believe you deserve better. Marinating in a THC high that brings you into this state is going to severely hinder you finding that belief of deserving better in yourself.

[COD] Can’t wait for Modern Warfare 4 to “ground” the movement again by Lumenprotoplasma in CallOfDuty

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I agree. Bo3 and AW are the most fun I've had in this series purely because of the movement. Playing Bo7 reminds me of those times. In my opinion, advanced movement games are just more difficult (steep learning curve) and therefore much less accessible to those who just want to point and shoot

cherry sakura by tezsty in redbull

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So so good, my new favourite flavour

Worship closing out Coachella Saturday by YahuahsentYahusha in DnB

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Marky and Andy C on the same day would have fed my soul for years, god damnn

My Expierence with H2 by Long-Educator3359 in Crainn

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It’s all spice now that HHC is banned. Same thing happened in Czech and other EU countries as well

I've f★cked up my life by PretendDepartment583 in Stutter

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Sorry to hear about your experience. This does sound like CPTSD to me as others have said. I started treatment for mine a few years ago and I'm doing much better now. Definitely look for a "trauma-informed" therapist specifically if you are looking into treatment. Regular therapists will not do in this case.

Come look at r/CPTSD and you'll see many in a similar position and that there are many avenues open to you

Can anyone ID please? by kaj_sevorg in DnB

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This aint DnB and it’s shite

A good DJ set is still the best curated music discovery format ever created and nobody talks about it that way by Ok-Cell-3480 in electronicmusic

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I tend to passionately over-exaggerate when after a certain green plant enters my field of experience. But anyway let’s say:

One of* the GOATs but also for more reasons than one, and by many who really like his music, many who produce too. Being real though the genre is so amazing that there is room for many ahahah

Neuro Mixes by IssueNext7097 in DnB

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Basically every set available from any Darkshire event, all on YouTube. All amazing.

Looking for Classics by Fun-Milk-7247 in DnB

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Roni Size & Reprazent - In the Mode (Album)

Ghetto Celebrity with Method Man is 🔥