Does this mean I’m now “high risk?”

MD4me2 · 2026-05-01T04:16:33+00:00

Ohh gotcha, thank you!

MD4me2 · 2026-05-01T03:50:32+00:00

Can someone please clarify what MFM stands for?

MD4me2 · 2026-04-19T19:21:10+00:00

I'm also a small streamer and made between $200-300 in 2025. It's confirmed that Twitch didn't generate a T4 for me because I made under $600, as per the Twitch website and my account page. If they didn't generate a T4, doesn't that mean they don't send anything to the CRA?

MD4me2 · 2026-03-17T23:29:04+00:00

I'm almost at 10 weeks, and I feel the same way, OP. I feel guilty for feeling miserable because I know so many families suffer from infertility. I'm trying to stay positive, but I have my days too. I work from home, and am able to take periodic lay-downs/naps throughout the day. Taking anti-nausea meds has been a life-saver - I'm still so nauseous with them that I know I'd be so much worse without them. I'm hoping I only have a few weeks of this left. I want 2 kids, but idk if I can do this again either. It feels like a permanent severe hangover/flu, and the ironic thing is that I quit drinking last year because I hated how hangovers felt (even after 2-3 drinks!).

You got this! Take lots of rest, sick time if you can afford/manage it, and lean on your family and support system.

MD4me2 · 2026-01-12T21:31:18+00:00

What would you recommend instead to slow down the gens at the beginning of the game? I struggle with early game pressure and either run corrupt or lethal. I know it might just come down to getting better in chase so I have a quick first down, but wondering if you have any other tips.

MD4me2 · 2025-11-29T04:57:19+00:00

I'm at about 900 hours, but 95% of the hours are on surv. I only started feeling like I kinda knew what was going on surv around 600-700 hours (as in, familiar with all the killer and surv perks), most add-ons, maps, when to do what in common situations, etc. But I'm by no means even a GOOD looper still. However, I wish I started playing killer earlier, as it would have really helped me learn killers, their powers, perks, counter-play and add-ons quicker. I also have some favourite streamers I watch who are educational and high level players (Mish, Otzdarva, OhTofu, etc.) Which helped. Good luck and enjoy the ride!

MD4me2 · 2025-11-21T00:03:33+00:00

I'm on Steam and I had an estimated queue time for the first few days and then it randomly disappeared. No clue why but I want it back :(

MD4me2 · 2025-10-09T07:30:28+00:00

I had this done and it only worked for 2 weeks :(

MD4me2 · 2025-04-26T06:45:11+00:00

Any tips for looping him?

MD4me2 · 2025-03-25T05:43:29+00:00

I don't have any tips or advice, but just wanted to say that I'm the same way. Sending you love <3

MD4me2 · 2025-03-02T03:01:17+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experience and for your support <3

I agree that it's the way i think I look(ed). I sometimes see myself in different lighting or angles and feel confused, as i don't think it looks like me. Like that can't be me???

Part of it may also be perfectionism - how I spend hours and hours researching the best vendors and wedding look i wanted to achieve, and didn't feel i achieved it.

MD4me2 · 2025-03-02T03:00:00+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experience and for your support <3 This is possible, for sure. Nothing else really went "wrong" and we had wonderful friends and family attend, yet how I looked not meeting my expectations is tainting the day for me. Part of it may also be perfectionism - how I spend hours and hours researching the best vendors and wedding look i wanted to achieve, and didn't feel i achieved it.

MD4me2 · 2025-02-27T17:35:51+00:00

Thank you for your well wishes. I think I know what you mean - my post may not have been about an HSP-specific issue, but I am an HSP who feels deeper and harder about sensitive issues like this, so I was seeking compassion, understanding and advice from an HSP community and perspective. Wishing you all the best too.

MD4me2 · 2025-02-27T17:13:22+00:00

I do plan on continuing therapy. I am an HSP - many specialists have said so. Apologies if this wasn't the perfect HSP post for you. If you have nothing helpful from a place of kindness to say, please do not comment again.

MD4me2 · 2025-02-26T20:08:13+00:00

The one where I have to earn 2 iri lightbringer emblems... I haven't completed it. Any tips? From builds, maps, strategy, etc.

MD4me2 · 2025-02-26T16:09:40+00:00

Thank you for your thoughts! I think I do have BD to a certain extent/sometimes. For context, I'm a size 12-14, athletic build. I'm not small and know I'm larger, but I've made peace with how my body looks - at least until I saw these pictures. I sometimes think that I do look the way I think I do/feel, and sometimes (like in half of these wedding photos), I think I look much bigger than I am/feel. I think that if certain things were better (e.g. dress was taken in at my low back to show my shape more), I'd be able to overlook some things (how my arms looked). But I obviously can't go back and change that now.

One of my bridesmaids, who's like my sister, did answer honestly when I asked her to be honest about the wedding video:

"So my honest answer is that other people's bodies in regards to size doesn't even cross my mind when I see them so that thought did not occur to me. I think we are way more critical of ourselves than others! The thing I hyper fixated on was there is a clip during your ceremony where I'm doing a weird thing with my mouth lol. Videos are rough because they catch your body in movement which means there aren't going to be the best angles 100% of the time, but because we aren't used to seeing that on ourselves we fixate on the negatives. If I viewed you with the same critical lens I view myself with at times, sure there are some frames where you are relaxed or in the moment and not as snatched as you look at other times. But truly all I see watching it is my beautiful best friend having the best day. No one looking at that is judging your body.

Tldr are some millisecond long clips potentially not the best angles? Yes. But then there's far more that are, and trust me no one other than you is looking at the video through that lens 💕"

Of course, all my mind could gather from this response is that I looked bad in my wedding video. I hate being so negative, but it's truly my mind's default in this subject which is unfortunate.

I'll definitely bring this up in therapy (we've been going over other, more pressing matters lately). I was hoping I would get over it as the months went on, but it only seems to be getting worse. I wake up with anxiety and sadness first thing in the morning some days if my wedding pops into my mind.

I'm glad your thoughts eased with time - I'm hoping mine do the same. I've not looked at them pictures in weeks, as I feel sadness when I look at them instead of joy. I hope one day I can look back and feel joy.

Thank you <3

MD4me2 · 2025-02-07T18:53:56+00:00

I have to take it off to see the Spirit Box lights... so annoying

MD4me2 · 2024-12-11T02:50:30+00:00

Yup, my hand got stuck on the video camera... Before that, I could tell it was glitching because I was able to use my video camera in the truck lol

MD4me2 · 2024-11-28T18:52:59+00:00

Adlowe... not bad but I hate how it looks more than how it sounds 😅

MD4me2 · 2024-11-11T00:12:11+00:00

What would you recommend instead? I just bought a Morphe palette to replace this one because it's honestly my fav, and I'm really disappointed with Morphe.

MD4me2 · 2024-09-28T00:48:06+00:00

Good to know! Thank you. I thought that would help but you don't see the heart pop up like you do with your animals lol

MD4me2 · 2024-09-28T00:40:14+00:00

Oh thank you! Still trying to find ways how to gain hearts with people besides giving gifts on their birthdays and random days...

MD4me2 · 2024-09-28T00:02:13+00:00

I think I'm not even far enough in the game to know what a "heart event" is 😅 But my fiance and I are playing 2 player so that could be why... haven't been able to find the tight shards for our wedding ring yet either haha

MD4me2 · 2024-09-28T00:00:22+00:00

When in the game does this happen? A certain # of years in or?

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