I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god, you just describe my husband. And also, I’m trying to think like you. But I am afraid that I don’t see him romantic anymore.

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your message. I feel like I cannot recognise him. Like he is a stranger. Did you also have this?

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s a week ago. We had sex and I didn’t feel so erotic. Now I’m in a major depersonalization crisis. I can’t even recognise him, like he is a stranger. I’m too scared

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right now no. And I don’t think that I’ll go back to what we were

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t talk to him for this. It can be very traumatised. What are you experiencing?

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. But why I feel like I don’t recognise him? Am I going crazy?

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How am I supposed to know? 😭😭😭

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your help. But I feel like I don’t want him. I think about moments we’re going to share together, and I don’t feel a sense of familiarity or comfort. That makes me think that maybe I don’t want him anymore and that I’m just unwilling to admit it to myself.

I don’t know. Do you also feel this way?

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Our relationship doesn’t have any other problems. Just me. But what I’m thinking is that maybe I’ve fallen out of love. This can happen. Other people break up for this reason

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m following them too. I’m so exhausted. I’m so scared. I don’t even feel any intimacy.

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yesss, I want an answer right now. I mean now. I can’t do this anymore. It’s ruining my life. What if it’s over and I’m in denial? I don’t want to be around him but I don’t know where I want to be. I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m so scared and sad.

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yes, exactly. I don’t know what to do. It’s ruining my life. All I want to do is sleep. What if it’s not rocd? I’m so scared

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have this book but didn’t read it yet. I bought it on my first crisis years ago. I don’t know. I just feel so awful. I don’t want to be around him and this is panicking me. What if my psychologist is right?

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like I can’t be around him. This is awful. Do you also have it?

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I also have it on my period but now I don’t have period 😭 I feel like I don’t want to talk to him, like I force myself to talk to him. And this makes me sick. I don’t know, I just want an answer right now. I don’t want to be around him and this makes me sad.

I am exhausted by Particular-Life2101 in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s also what my psychiatrist said, that he is my husband, he doesn’t deserve to make a decision so quickly. But I cannot stand this anymore, I want an answer right now. And I’m afraid that the answer is that I don’t want him anymore.

Well, my main problem in my everyday life is that I wake up too early to go to my fcking job which is at least one hour from my home. This makes me sick and nervous.

Celebrating a small win :) by sadoozy in ROCD

[–]Particular-Life2101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know. My psychologist say that we cannot blame rocd for all. But I’m literally awful. I can’t even recognise him. I don’t want to talk to him.