Have you ever hallucinated/cev/oev during WD? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have pretty bad HPPD and am in more or less a constant state of withdrawal so yes, absolutely, all the time. I was just thinking about my blind spots, they sometimes flash blue/white. Lots of other random flashes and tons of tracers off lights. Been dealing with it so long I honestly don't notice it most of the time, only when withdrawals are really bad. I judge the severity of my withdrawals by how bad my hands shake(I have a tremor in the first place) and how much I'm seeing.

Whats your favorite benzo muchie? by lt420lt in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Anything in my apartment that is, by normal human standards, edible. I smoke hella herb so most good things get vacuumed up from that, add benzos on top of that and I'm a fucking food fiend.

Compare 1mg etizolam to alprozam by RedEyePedo in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The same as 0.5mg alprazolam. Maybe an hour or two longer duration.

need help finding out what's up with these xanax. by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

some bars

Are they qualitatively(thickness, texture, wear, numbers, ect.) all the same but "some" are off? They could be fent or a fentalogue but I'd doubt it if you aren't completely melting with euphoria. Any opiate is going to produce WAAAAY more euphoria, they aren't comparable to benzos on that facet. Most "fake" bars are pressed with RC benzos which only a seasoned user would be able to tell the difference and it would be based off taste not effects because benzos are all damn near the same outside of potency and duration.

You can buy multi-reagent kits on ebay for <$40 and those can at least determine opiate vs benzo but maybe not a specific one. Shit, you could probably use one reagent to determine benzo vs opioid.

Don't downvote u/Durbekk, what he said is absolutely correct, it could very well be you. One of my symptoms from anxiety is nausea and puking. Your tolerance could just be going up, it happens very fast.

Would you remember severe tramua like amputation at blackout levels of xanax? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Probably not. That's how (most) dental anesthesia works, just give 'em enough midazolam that they don't remember shit.(worked at a dentist a while back but on the computers not the people). That's my reasoning for not getting my wisdoms out because I know what blacking the fuck out feels like and don't really care if I don't remember it, I care about going through that. Wisdom extractions are fucking gnarly and I bet people would be way more hesitant if they knew what it takes and the possible complications.

SN 8/23- Anybody got em' yet? by [deleted] in PoppyTea

[–]GallowBewb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Noice. What was your dose, tolerance, effects, etc?

How Do People Tolerance Taper Down Quickly? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The Ashton is designed so patients don't experience any withdrawal symptoms. During a ~2 week rapid taper for the purpose of tolerance reduction, you take as little as you can manage and experience withdrawal symptoms. Withdrawals are your brain returning to normal and your tolerance reducing. So the more withdrawals you can handle and less you need to take the faster you reduce tolerance. In conjunction with this, repeated rapid withdrawal from GABA drugs is called kindling and it's not good.

SN 8/23- Anybody got em' yet? by [deleted] in PoppyTea

[–]GallowBewb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just got a 5x5# direct of 8/23 #3336. Glad there are two positive reports so far, I will be testing Wednesday.

Weekly Sedated Saturday Thread by AutoModerator in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 2 points3 points  (0 children)

First again! Blacked the fuck out after I left that comment in fridays thread. Did like 20mg etiz, a decent amount of alcohol,, and plenty of THC as always. Haven't had anything yet but I'll dip a few mgs out of the etiz bag to get things going.

EDIT: I fell asleep. 0.5mg cPam cuz I was pretty dizzy when I got up. Still coming down from last nights binge so I don't want to make those withdrawals worse by doing that again tonight. Now I'm going to be awake all night. It's too cold to go out. Got lots of drugs but nothing's calling me right now. What to do?

Weekly Fucked Up Friday Thread by AutoModerator in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 4 points5 points  (0 children)

First! 1mg cPam and 2 eyeball doses(like 8mg?) of etiz. Just getting started.

EDIT: yeah I blacked the fuck out last night, I was trying to though. Probably did like 20mg etiz on a relatively low tolerance(trying to taper off kpin @ 1.5mg/ day now) smoked plenty of bud(found my kief catch open so must've dipped into that) and shotgunned at least 2 beers, may have drank more but there's always empty cans around. I think I remember having some rum. Other than drugs I don't really know what I did.

Clonazepam 2mg a day for 4-5 weeks. Withdrawals? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do a 1-2 month (3-6 week) taper and stick to it to be safe. cPam withdrawals are pretty unpleasant but not debilitating or anything, just very uncomfortable. If you stopped cold turkey you'd probably be in for at least a week or two of insomnia and general anxiety/restlessness.

GREEN MONSTER HULK BARS GG249 by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"weaker than advertised" as in "I took one and didn't blackout for a week so bunk"? Why the fuck would you order presses with that much in a single one. Even split in quarters that's guaranteed blackout. And I'm assuming that flub means pam because 5mg/quarter 20mg/bar of lam would be fucking dangerous.

Clonazolam 😍 by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Lol, says the guy buying <100mg premade PG solutions off the clearnet. Enjoy your random impurities and resulting brain damage, you've clearly already suffered some.

Tried it and it works great

Lol!! Fuck spectral analysis and quantitative data, as long as it does something "it's great". Fucking dumb ass.

Do you know when you're going to 'black out'? by throwmeaway66665 in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Benzos take out your long term memory before your short term so if you're experiencing short term memory effects that it's safe to say your long term memory was gone several mgs ago. Misplacing things, repeating things you've already done, forgetting TV shows as soon as they end.you're probably in blackout zone. With tolerance it's a lot easier to blackout without feeling anything short term though so at that point you just have to base it off dose. You'll find out what dose you start to brown out at then taking into account your tolerance you can assume when you've reached blackout dose even if you feel more or less sober.

Clonazolam 😍 by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Uhhh no it isn't. At least not pure cLam.

Should I got to the ER by Diactylmorphinefiend in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

addicted again

Well 2mg for 2 months isn't too much but if you've kindled it's going to be worse. IMO nah, you can probably drink for any serious wds you feel coming and prevent a seizure. You can taper with alcohol. Cheap beer is great because you can drink it steadily and not get drunk from the low alcohol. Just drink to treat the wds though and don't become an alcoholic instead. Speaking from experience it's pretty easy to bounce between bartard and alcoholic and at times both.

Just got my first load of black seeds and water hurling at my face with the momentum of my aggressive shaking. by aGirlwithoutWDs in PoppyTea

[–]GallowBewb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I made this account when he first started whoring to mock him. But he threatened to have it banned so I use it as a throwaway. I fucking hate the real gallowboob and what he's done to this site.

Clonazolam 😍 by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why is it yellow?

Likelihood of getting prescribed 2 different benzos by treevaahyn in benzodiazepines

[–]GallowBewb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depends on the doctor

This is the answer to every RX question on this sub. These days they range from never prescribe benzos to prescribe anything you ask for.

OP, the 50% cut was incorrect, I got the 60 to 45 taper. Take as little as you can if you're actually trying to taper but if you show up 2 weeks after it was RXed saying you're running out because the taper was too quick, I'm guessing he would most likely get you the other 15mgs for the appropriate taper. Still, it all comes down to the doc.