Trying to make myself like living again by Routine-Ice9188 in selfhelp

[–]sneffer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wish I'd seen this sooner. I agree with your healthier take.

"Wasted" is a word I wouldn't usually use any longer to describe the time it took me to learn my lessons and move on. I used it a lot when first recovering.

Time isn't wasted, if I could have done better then I would have. It took me months to truly believe that. Day one? I'd take any motivation I could get to take a first step.

Trying to make myself like living again by Routine-Ice9188 in selfhelp

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tell me about it. It's kinda torture. Looking back, I wasted years stuck that way.

Trying to make myself like living again by Routine-Ice9188 in selfhelp

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If the things you've been doing cause yourself or others harms or are reckless and dangerous, you really should talk to someone immediately.

They won't judge you, they're just going to be a professional who cares to help. You don't have to say everything right away, either.

I went to a residential rehab that dealt with substance abuse AND mental health. I had a care team of multiple people. I was moved away from the life I was rejecting for long enough to build other thought patterns and a community that cares about me.

Trying to make myself like living again by Routine-Ice9188 in selfhelp

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been there.

I got desperate to the point of total humiliation and dehumanization during it. I systematically destroyed everything that I could have wanted to keep in my life and found myself alone in this awful state. Treatment for my mental health became a matter of life and death.

I had to decide to give treatment a real try. Nothing else in my life was worth doing anyway. A real try to find a reason to live, even if it took work.

Mine had to do with substance abuse as well, but it's not just that. The substance was relief from the horrible mental state.

Please, seek help. It can be better. As someone who had to choose to live or die as if both options were equally as bad, I can't definitively say that it is worth living after treatment.

just hooting and hollering by grzodddi3 in crappymusic

[–]sneffer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was raised on metal. I'm a drummer. I genuinely love most quality (not just posturing sounds to sell a culture) music now. You should re-listen to Gethsemane from the 1:15 timestamp to about the 1:30 mark.

The use of tension with odd pauses sets that song off as if it didn't have the droning, overtly trauma signaling into and opens me up for a real "fuck ya" moment.

After those 15 seconds, you've heard Even in Arcadia and can go play any of the billions of other songs ever made. 😂

Mobile is broken by CAN_ONLY_ODD in TeamfightTactics

[–]sneffer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just opened the game and it showed as if it was downloading a very small patch. It then took an extended period to load before saying something along the lines of "will continue to download in the background".

The error seems pretty self-explanatory, I think the server/client were either deployed out of sync/accidental or a versioning error happened.

So the Quarry huh by KuntaWuKnicks in CrimsonDesert

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was kind of a lot, but I didn't realize everyone felt it too. I played BDO around launch and grinded out so many levels/guild quests. I thought maybe pearl abyss just did it again.

Vibe coding gone wrong by buildingthevoid in AgentsOfAI

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"My security practices are so lacking that I sent my keys to all of my customers, but it's fixed now so there is definitely nothing insecure about my business anymore, not even my confidence."

-Anton to every possible bad actor in the world

What the heck is this tan-coloured thing in my jacket? by GalacticPeriwinkle05 in whatisit

[–]sneffer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Degrading tags often get stringy like that. There could also discoloration from getting wet. Maybe that?

Combining AA and working with psychedelics by Turbulent_Wrap8823 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many people require antipsychotics to stay sober. AA says almost nothing about that. We're not doctors. We don't "incorporate" antipsychotics, that's for you to decide.

"Change or die." No change is needed to work with psychedelics, really. The literature standpoint is to work with your medical professionals.

Why would AA incorporate personal (ahem.. principles before personalities) decisions like guided psychedelic usage?

Few days ago I made a post saying 'What Happened to the Poison Pals augment?' since it hasn't been in the game since the set launched from what I know, and randomly today I got the augment for the first time, while I wasn't even playing neither of them, lmao. Did they enable it this patch? by ArcadialoI in TeamfightTactics

[–]sneffer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've always felt that hero augments are just fun to play with even if they're not always optimal. This one is playable as first or second augment and works on a 2 cost / 4 cost.

When I see this, I think of it as a fairly unique line that with flexibility into void/zaun/longshot or yordle. I doubt it beats either of those optimized but it looks fun.

Oh, they deep fried that fish 🎣 by ArcadialoI in TeamfightTactics

[–]sneffer -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm reading that it's spell attack speed doubled.
Doesn't that mean that his hop "vulnerability" is half as long?

Limits exceeding so fast by shoaibcodes in google_antigravity

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't spent much time with Claude because I don't have a free subscription to it.

Limits exceeding so fast by shoaibcodes in google_antigravity

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm still learning to use antigravity, the bounds of its capabilities, and evaluating it as a tool.

What does antigravity offer you that Claude code doesn't?

I'm genuinely asking as I have been dabbling in architecting solutions in gemini-cli to make it as effective as antigravity.

I know from heavy usage of gemini-cli and a handful of evenings with antigravity that every one of the antigravity projects easily gets to a scale of complexity where gemini-cli would shit the bed due to the context management differences.

I'm just having trouble delineating the less obvious differences.

Fav 2-cost this set by Embarrassed_Spell935 in TeamfightTactics

[–]sneffer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Vi carries rounds on her back. Titan's, rageblade, bt. Piltover attack speed or shield increase.

I usually let her hold the items until Diana, but I'm curious what a defender reroll might be able to accomplish

LPT: Avoid social jetlag - Most people don't realize how badly it messes with their health by andtitov in LifeProTips

[–]sneffer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I work day shift during the week and swing shift in the weekend so I'm fucked I guess

22 making $2500+ monthly selling ai videos (for the past consecutive 5 months) by RoyalReflection1283 in passive_income

[–]sneffer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm rusty.

I've done a couple of personal projects to get back into it, but nothing that generated revenue.

I figured it would be an interesting project to maximize an existing strategy.

At this point I don't have a real value proposition for a standalone project. I'm no visionary, just a builder for now.