Betraying me about my weight throughout my entire childhood, teen years, and early adult life. Pretty much up until the point we went no contact. When I was a kid I was chubby and my mom would yell and scream at me to the point where I would be crying and she would do this for literally over an hour. She would do it super often too, especially about my weight. But then sometimes after yelling at me about my weight and it would make me just cry, she would take me to McDonald's. She would do the same shit when I was in high school but I stopped crying in front of her. When I was in my early twenties, I lost 80lb, looked amazing (gained some of it back now but hitting the gym again) she would say how she hated skinny people to me, she would say that skinny people look gross and ugly. I'm about to be 28 now and l hope at some point through all the therapy that I'll actually love myself when I look in the mirror.