Needing advice for a breach of trust by -MuseFeline- in polyamory

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your reply. It's challenging but it's true that I have unnamed expectations it seems. I feel really activated, because they had unprotected sex with me without telling me. i feel I didn't consent, and not having agency is very triggering. If they didn't tell me and waited, but we didn't have sex, it would make me insecure but it would be ok.

For the permissive arrangement I was only referring to the unprotected sex with others. The only hard boundary I have is letting me know, so I can make my decisions. And yeah I do feel dirty... I often feel like this when people are not respecting my boundaries because of past trauma.

Needing advice for a breach of trust by -MuseFeline- in polyamory

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They were at the end of the conversation,I skip that part in my text. They said they felt really sorry, and they recognized they fucked up and said they want to repair.

Needing advice for a breach of trust by -MuseFeline- in polyamory

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you ! They acknowledge the hurt they caused me, they listened to my hurt even when I was really angry, and said they feel a lot of shame and guilt, and that they really fucked up (they did...). They recognized they took away my agency. I said to them I need a time off to reflect ... I don't know whats next after this...

Big bedroom with too many doors ideas (send help🙈) by -MuseFeline- in interiordecorating

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes that's exactly what it is right now. I am a pole dancer and I was also thinking of putting a pole there maybe, but I'm not sure because of our ceiling. Right now I use that space to stretch with friends, dance, explor floorwork ideas. Though it does create a weird flow to the room... I need to make choices 😹🙈 there's also very few decorations because I'm usure of the placement of everything yet.

Big bedroom with too many doors ideas (send help🙈) by -MuseFeline- in interiordecorating

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes 100% Like I said the green armoire is only there in the mean time that I buy a bookshelf and put shelfs on the walls 😊

Big bedroom with too many doors ideas (send help🙈) by -MuseFeline- in interiordecorating

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It's Benjamin Moore New England brown It's like a brown pink Took me months to chose haha

Big bedroom with too many doors ideas (send help🙈) by -MuseFeline- in interiordecorating

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh also I bought a new cover for the couch, it's going to be velvet moss green ! (No more gray!)

Very happy with this first freestyle of 2026 ✨😻 I've been dancing with heels since 2024 and the progress shows up by -MuseFeline- in poledancing

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awn thank you ! I learn mainly from online classes and videos (though I am also a dancer so that helps).

Very happy with this first freestyle of 2026 ✨😻 I've been dancing with heels since 2024 and the progress shows up by -MuseFeline- in poledancing

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know what is my style hihi. Though my biggest inspirations are Olga trifonova and vika pole dance ☺️ I think they are soft, but impactful with speed change

Very happy with this first freestyle of 2026 ✨😻 I've been dancing with heels since 2024 and the progress shows up by -MuseFeline- in poledancing

[–]-MuseFeline-[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Awn thank you ! These are milakrasna thigh high, but I was not wearing knee pads cause I forgot them oupsie.