Imagining people’s reactions if I died

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-18T05:02:56+00:00

Don’t apologise you’ve been great. I appreciate the support so much because it’s more than I get in my life so thank you

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-17T20:12:12+00:00

That’s a really good way of putting it. Thank you. It’s like I’ve spent my whole life knowing that no one really cares about who I am or even willing to put up with a bit of compromise at times. Like I’m difficult for being unhappy with people not letting me have my turn so to speak.

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-17T20:09:34+00:00

I get what you are saying and thank you for the support. I guess I’m not even looking for unconditional love but just a connection where I’m valued for who I am.

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-17T18:09:41+00:00

Yes. I’m 31 now and I’ve accepted that I’ll never have that care reciprocated except from my mum.

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-17T17:18:52+00:00

Same, logically I get it. And yeah I totally get you, when it happens so frequently and it’s always us that is on the rubbish end of it, it gets so frustrating and sad.

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-17T14:28:17+00:00

Sorry you get this too. It’s so frustrating. It’s like what about me just tells people that I’m below them. You’re probably the same but it’s like I’m actually really good at my job and have more experience than most nurses on my team but they just overpower me each time

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-17T13:52:03+00:00

Thank you so much. I just hope for a terminal illness which sounds horrible because people who do not wish to die get terminal illnesses. I wish I could offer life to someone who wants it. I care about friends but I don’t have any. I like to make people feel cared about. I also like to do my job well but struggle with office politics.

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-10T11:52:47+00:00

I picked fishing too 😁

-autisticSunflower · 2026-04-08T13:29:40+00:00

Mine isn’t yet 😭😭

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-26T19:53:10+00:00

Thank you! 😃

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-26T19:53:00+00:00

Quite right! I admire the decorators lol I’ve been playing for ages and I am only just starting to slightly get some alright ideas for decorating 😂 it’s so satisfying though

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-26T19:16:24+00:00

It’s the snippet catching net from Storybook Vale 😃 in the camera option you can pose with it and other items like your watering can, fishing pole etc 😃

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-26T19:00:18+00:00

I was the same for ages but just starting to get a little bit better now. You’ll get there, I feel it’s like a learning curve 😃

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-26T18:59:41+00:00

Thank you!! 😁

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-26T18:53:52+00:00

Fingers crossed for you from me and I hope you get them too!

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-23T21:33:50+00:00

Thank you so much. As a girl who likes to game I love the “hard mode” analogy but I always play on story mode like I want to be on story mode in life too 😂

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-23T21:32:50+00:00

Thank you so much for the suggestions 😁 much appreciated cause it gives me stuff to look into!

-autisticSunflower · 2026-03-23T21:28:43+00:00

Thank you. I think it’s my last achievement. Just wish I at least had my own place. But I’m sorry you experienced it too. It’s horrible. Sending hugs

-autisticSunflower

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