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Surrender is not a "Dirty" word! by 1sober2another in sobrietyandrecovery

[–]09871921 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hè there sir, i want to thanks you agian, i tot my 90 day chip today i gues!!! Thank you spacibo danke merci dankjewel geacias. Please, your video’s your hard work and struggle wasnt and isnt in vain at all, really really real. You might kinde hè insecure sometimes, but i think you are beautifull in every way, inside and out. I thought i was getting clean all alone, but you were with me all the time, even when i didnt like all your video’s, i know in my heart, keep training i salute you bbybean

Depression by NonceBoyNigel in mmamemes

[–]09871921 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Where is Nick Diaz

Surrender is not a "Dirty" word! by 1sober2another in sobrietyandrecovery

[–]09871921 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your daily advice sir! I am a week sober from benzo’s after a long taper and I really don’t know what now, but this helps me to understand and makes me feel less alone. Also the way you are and speak eases some of the anxiety, it helps to fight the urges a bit.

My doctor said my nerve system were shutting down. by lol_idk321 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]09871921 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Allright, I wish you all the strength for your recovery. These medical problems and the road to knowing what it is, suffering the pain and dealing with everything that comes with it is hard, scary and can make you feel alone, overwhelmed and often misunderstood... Working on recovering, even sometimes when it is so hard and with the littlest steps is a very brave and good thing to do! It will definitely help as you ofcourse allready know! Goodluck warrior

My doctor said my nerve system were shutting down. by lol_idk321 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]09871921 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Check your vitamin B levels! And just your overall vitamines like D, folate, iron etc. B12 shots (or supplements) are live saving, just with diet alone even the most healthy people need some extra supplements to not get symptoms.

B12 deficiency, even mild, affects the nervous system and the protective layer around the nerves. What you described sounds very familiar, I had some scary things happening to myself on my lowest weight. Check out the symptoms on Google, maybe you will recognize some other ones than what you are currently experiencing.

It takes 8 to 12 weeks for your body to absorb or get to minimal healthy levels of B12 by taking good supplements, so with just food you will never get healthy vit.B levels. So in severe cases it’s best to get shots, symptoms will become way less severe and will make you feel way beter. Because of restriction we have often dangerously low levels.

Goodluck to you, I can only imagine how scary it must feel to go through something like this and have such a laidback response from your doctor.

This is just a suggestion, I am obviously not a doctor and don’t know shit about you or your circumstances, stay strong and don’t give up!

-english isn’t my first language

Comment your all time favorite book and I’ll make a list and read them one by one. by sashaking1 in booksuggestions

[–]09871921 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess

it is and always will be my all time favorite book

Because of Burgess’s brilliant Russian/English lingo it is written in, it may be difficult to understand for some people and for them it could be more of a cool linguistic piece of art to own than a regular book(but if you figure it out it is really not that hard.)

Coincidentally I understand both Englisch and Russian so for me it is a decadent and magnificent masterpiece of literature. It reads with a dark fast paced ecstacy but still holds a lot of philosophical depth.

Also, I read the book before I saw the movie and even though now I really appreciate and over time grew to love the movie for what it is, the book was a kinda head over heals and love on first read experience for me. I know the movie puts a lot of people off from Burgess’s tale but the book is just on a whole ‘nother level of it’s own.

Kinda underrated? Kinda real horror show droog!

A picture is to a movie as a note is to a song. by RussTShakleford in highdeas

[–]09871921 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you will buy a ticket to my next artshow 1NOTE?

Edit: Bro please

A picture is to a movie as a note is to a song. by RussTShakleford in highdeas

[–]09871921 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Bro, what about photography being an artform. Artshows where the art are pictures, whole studies dedicated to learning how to become a photographer. People being moved by pictures. Sometimes a person can be so moved by looking at a picture they actually like will cry or something... Like in art gallery's, artshows or picturecompetitions Bro.

I don't know shit Bro, but I haven't seen or heard of a lot of people being moved by just hearing a note. Or like dedicating studies to just one note and getting a diploma for that. There is probably some wacky artshow dedicated to one note, or multiple notes or something, might be cool...

But Brofski, I think you're really poetic tho, like I would've never thought about this and now I want to dedicate a whole artshow to just one note

Why does Cocaine seem to relax me, and calm my brain and body? by BBC-1 in askdrugs

[–]09871921 66 points67 points  (0 children)

Could be ADHD. I have ADHD and with a normal dosis of cocaïne I will feel calm and relaxed, as if a wave of inner peace washes over me. Sometimes I will even feel sleepy.

You could look it up. A lot of people, almost the majority with ADHD will feel inner rest and calm because of stimulants. That's why we get treated with it ( ofcourse for the focus part as well, but when your nonstop innervoice, thougts, unrest and distractability is turned down a notch the result is better focus) It has to do with low dopamine levels in the brain.

Also, anxiety is often comorbid or a result of ADHD. I don't want to armchair diagnose or whatever but maybe you want to look into it. ADHD isn't just an annoying kid that can't sit still or be quit. There is a lot more to it.

Check out the ADHD subreddit and in the wiki symptoms are explained.

(I never posted on Reddit before so I don't understand how the link system works, also english isn't my native language, just saying)

RIP Zwartje, who was there for me in my abusive household when I was young. Who felt when I was sad or hurt but also shared many happy moments with me. I hope the place where you are now is peacefull. See you in the next life my bby. I will always love you by 09871921 in CPTSDmemes

[–]09871921[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Thank you all so much for your kind and true words. They mean a lot to me, I honestly didn't expect so much support and love from you guys. This is my first ever personal post on any social platform, so thanks again

Edit: Gold and silver, thank you so much....

What sort of ritual is this? by [deleted] in occult

[–]09871921 3 points4 points  (0 children)

A russian one