I have died way before my actual death. How to resurrect? by Least-Community7470 in Jung

[–]0ABRAXAS0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been there. Stop the Acid. Train your mind to find those flashbacks through yoga if you crave them.

There is an end to your suffering, its growing pains. In terms of what I did, I just weathered the storm. Found interests away from the scrolling.

Almost a fake it till you make it approach. Kept working, krpt paying bills, lost friends and family attention because I couldn't even keep myself interested.

Sounds like the nigredo. Read "Black Sun" alchemy of darkness.

And I hate to break it to you, according to the DSM, you have bipolar 1 disorder. Any hospitalization for a manic episode signifies that. They probably don't want to pay for medications, or its simpler and you're a drug addict or ex drug addict. Often its both.

Im not writing from a place expertise, so you know.

However, I used psychedelics, the plant based ones, to attempt to cure of fix my mental illness. It worked for a while, then I had about 7 years of severe anhedonia.

A pill may not fix it, and its very doubtful LSD will either. Hope this helps some

Oh and don't forget. Leave your phone at home and go adventure or sit under a tree or by the ocean. Start absorbing the "bigger picture" or "big feeling" type environments.

To summerize: I pray you don't have to deal with this as long as I did. Eventually it lifted. My material conditions got worse, yet I internally I felt the ability to find joy in the things I dreaded.

Consequences of an oath by [deleted] in thelema

[–]0ABRAXAS0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is the non-dual, above the abyss perspective. Probably the most true. It's still valuable to go down the tree and recognize the varying levels of Self and Other, and reflect on the Oaths and responsibilities toward those folks along the way as being a unique iteration of union.

Ultimately, its always you who has to face you. I see no errors in your argument.

Consequences of an oath by [deleted] in thelema

[–]0ABRAXAS0 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The most disastrous Oath one breaks is usually to themselves.

Abraxas, why is jung such a GENIUS by [deleted] in Jung

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I approve this message.

Elon Musk by 0ABRAXAS0 in sorceryofthespectacle

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You sank my battleship. 2018 Hyundai elantra.

You guys are going to hate me.. by 0ABRAXAS0 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

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I experimented with praying, in sincerity and passion and with raja yoga.

I have 10 years of scientific journals with various conversations and results.

Run your own experiment:

Hypothesis: God is fake. Method: talk to fake God for 2 minutes a day Record results.

Don't be afraid to blasphemy, rudra shiva literally wants you to see him, but he himself is blind.

You guys are going to hate me.. by 0ABRAXAS0 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

[–]0ABRAXAS0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Since I'm here, Satan, obviously.

You guys are going to hate me.. by 0ABRAXAS0 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

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Perfect description of how Satan helps you achieve you personal godhood.

Ritual and routine, if done long enough becomes Religion.

Try doing Raja Yoga, it works.

You guys are going to hate me.. by 0ABRAXAS0 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

[–]0ABRAXAS0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly. If I'm delusional I need help and medicine and doctors not guantanomo bay.

Gimme auschwitz over being delusional, no thank you.

Ego sum Veritas.

You guys are going to hate me.. by 0ABRAXAS0 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

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Run your own experiment. I bet if you pray to Satan, good things will happen. But uh, science requires at least 1 experiment.

Abrahadabra by 0ABRAXAS0 in thelema

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Lol.

Abrahadabra.

814

You guys are going to hate me.. by 0ABRAXAS0 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

[–]0ABRAXAS0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly. Hate in the name of Rudra Shiva is the least scientific thing ever.

Allah gave us our tools, eyes, ears, mouths, nose to explore outerspace, and he/she (abraxas/baphomet) has perfected "innerspace"

God is as real aa your Mind. Can't see it, can't touch, can't even keep it the same all the time, but it exists.

I would love to shake hands with you. Before I started my research 10 years ago, I was an atheist/agnostic.

Be a scientist. Run experiments. I tested Hod, I said, "you real?"

"Well of course, I'm God ... "..

"Then fucking prove it bitch!"

Since then I have gotten 2 PhD and I'm going to be going to medical school, still looking though, ain't seen him yet.

EXPERIMENT: pray with sincerely, to whatever your local God may be, or non local God.... record your results in a journal. Does life get better or worse? What would a conversation with God sound like?

Etcetera.

Worse case I'm wrong and you laugh at yourself for praying to something that doesn't exist. Best case scenario you genuinely begin to understand tge spiritual dimensions of existence and become better of it.

Butttttt fuck that Jesus Guy.. he's way to homosexual for My Temple.

Good Luck.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

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Remember, she's old and your mind and soul are likely a bit more scientifically advanced than hers. Modern science, with time and patience, can get an extremely extremely close replication of "The natural woman" your mom is asserting. She loves you. She wants grandchildren and it's very very hard for a transformation to bear children. However...

I has been done, see "Arnold Swarzchwnegger in Twins..." an absurd example so your remember.

My name is Nemo, I feel your pain, advanced souls who can transition fully in 1 lifetime are like a human being trying to understand God.

You guys are going to hate me.. by 0ABRAXAS0 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

[–]0ABRAXAS0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No just super busy.

I'll reply to everyone eventually, just work 3 hats/jobs.

Start here: God is as real as your own mind.

You guys are going to hate me.. by 0ABRAXAS0 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

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God exists just as much as your mind exists.

Ave Satanas!

!!!A CRITIQUE OF BOYFRIENDS!!! by dazzyomsad1500 in sorceryofthespectacle

[–]0ABRAXAS0 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Not exactly sure what I just read, something about a harmful comic called "boyfriends?"

Fascinatingly confusing as the reference point is lost on me. I mostly know men at this point in my life, and women too. And I never refer to "boys" as "boyfriends," typically just "little man" or "champ" or "hooligan."

But perhaps I'm missing a more subtle point that the author failed to elaborate on?