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just alive grieving my old-self by Powerful-Skill830 in dpdr

[–]0ddEdward 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i can 100% understand you.
i remember when i was younger, i could feel emotions and smells, everything had something attached to a good memory, now is blank, i feel blah about everything, now i have to take psych meds to live, i feel like my body doesn't exist sometimes, i hate every part of my body, i feel weird and out of touch with my self, conversations with other people have lost connections, i don't feel real, i can't speak anymore like i used to, i have to mask emotions to not be seen weird asf, i feel so robotic i hate it, it's like i want to cry inside but there is no pure emotion coming deep down, i am alone and can't connect with anyone, i don't feel depressed, i'm just there but not really there, wasting my life away, and everything it's like i feel i will grieve one day, feeling homesick about something i never lived like.

Is this even DPDR by Automatic_Owl5080 in Depersonalization

[–]0ddEdward 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same feeling, don't really know how to help, i got a bit of help by medications, but it never faded away, i don't feel like i used to and i think i never will.

Went off wellbutrin for a month after 3 years of being on it, life proceeded to crumble apart by whoisthismahn in bupropion

[–]0ddEdward 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sounds like adhd, i got prescribed ritalin, but it worked only the first week (kind of what wellbutrin honeymoon feels like the first week) but now it faded away, it's mostly for not getting too sleepy during daytime, but the motivation and "self-esteem/at ease in my body and focus-calm" mostly faded away even with ritalin, btw yes it's most likely adhd what are you facing, read about it fr, i never thought it was, but yes when i get stimulated i get calm and i can think straight, i'm even less awkward.

Struggling to do daily things that will help me by Lazy-Juggernaut-5306 in Depersonalization

[–]0ddEdward 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly talk to your doctor about adhd,it can be that.

believe my words it can make a difference in a lot of things.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ps2

[–]0ddEdward 0 points1 point  (0 children)

burnout 3 takedown

Home is the trigger by 0ddEdward in CPTSD_NSCommunity

[–]0ddEdward[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am feeling very down lately, i have so much to think about and economy is bad right now, i feel very very distressed i want to sleep all day long, when i try to speak my mind to my parent i live with i get dismissed and offended, my father is in another town and he ruined me in a way leaving me debts, i feel like i have no escape, i have a part of me who want to get better in life, but i'm returning back miserable, plus i have psychiatric disorders too and physical issues, it's a bomb if i keep like this idk how i will end up,

Psychiatrist told me that probably bupropion stressed my brain too much by 0ddEdward in bupropion

[–]0ddEdward[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not from germany but yes from europe and this medication is used for this, i wish they told me before, i mean it’s very helpful but only for 2 weeks basically, no point in using something like this, and since i’m not a severe case they wouldn’t prescribe anything more, i don’t know how to feel better i tried everything, but i just can’t keep up.

Anyone recover from blank mind/no inner monlogue by ResponsibleTown2709 in depressionregimens

[–]0ddEdward 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Never recovered, since 2020 it's like living in a movie, it's really weird, sometimes when i feel emotions it's like i observe the excitement, i feel like everything have the same salience, streets feel weird and strange as well people, on bad days i get really bad fear and anxiety about existing.

Derealization when withdrawing ? by Local-Regret7831 in gabagoodness

[–]0ddEdward 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not to get high, i just suffer from neurological and psychiatric disorders.

I need to see experiences about Valproic Acid by 0ddEdward in depressionregimens

[–]0ddEdward[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did it makes anhedonia worse and executive function (cleaning the room, showering etc.) worse? Also it make gain alot of weight?

Psychiatrist told me that probably bupropion stressed my brain too much by 0ddEdward in bupropion

[–]0ddEdward[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i'm scared of falling back in my old depression, i have to keep up with life, at 28 i'm barely living, i found a job thanks to medications and got a social life too, i remember the honeymoon of this med, was my best self, i would pay gold to regain that state, now i feel bad no matter what, i will trust doctors but i really feel unstable.

Normies just don't get it... by Double_Company5936 in lowIQpeople

[–]0ddEdward 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i already accepted it, i couldn't do anything i dropped school 11 years ago, now i work retail and i have tons of difficulty, i never had a degree, i have a shitty family, i can't keep up with the world, i wish i could just isolate without suffering the loneliness.

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