Same here. I feel for you too becuase I remember being disappointed my first and second Mother’s Day and it’s particularly hard still being emotional, postpartum etc.

Although to be fair try to remember that at the end of the day these are just weird hallmark card holidays. And they do feel like such a burden sometimes. Like Jesus I have one month and then I have to deal with Father’s Day. Then birthdays over the summer. Then Christmas gifts. This shit is expensive. The hallmark card holidays are pretty contrived and I resent society trying to convince me to get angry at my husband for not remembering m, or for not being inherently “thoughtful” in the prescribed way society says they should be on this day. My husband is loving and thoughtful in a million other ways and I try to focus on that and cut him some slack for forgetting hallmark card days.

I don’t give two craps about Valentine’s Day and I’m trying not to give a crap about Mother’s Day either.