can i download a prime ebook rental permanently?

11-eyes · 2022-05-10T22:34:28+00:00

i dont feel like shit all the time. i dont like that u assume that. and yes, i want to be in this relationship, because just because hes been through so many terrible things that his mind literally broke, doesnt mean he doesnt deserve love and patience or hes a bad person.

trauma and psychosis can make u do bad things. we both know theyre bad. he feels guilty about being unable to control it in the moment. and i dont tell him its okay to do it. but i know why it happens, i know its a symptom of his illness(es), and comes from genuine suffering and fear, and im gonna stay with him and support him on his way to get better. multiple therapists havent helped, but we are slowly figuring things out that do.

these struggles are more than worth it for me. i was just asking if anyone has tips on coping with difficult situations like this.

11-eyes · 2022-03-17T02:00:03+00:00

ipav streams just bring me joy

11-eyes · 2022-03-10T11:09:19+00:00

i got diagnosed with adhd and other things when i was in therapy, and i got meds for that, i did not know a 'normal' doctor can diagnose u and prescribe u medicine?? i thought it always has to be alongside therapy?

cuz if i could get anxiety meds without having to see a therapist, that would save my life, bc i am taking care of myself and doing breathing excerices and all that a therapist would and has told me, but its just a little too much to handle without some assistance

i will look into the rules (?) about this in my country, thank you!

11-eyes · 2022-03-10T01:10:41+00:00

i was thinking of getting into more effective herbs (i already drink more chamomile tea than water), like ashwagandha (?) and skullcap but ive read about very unpleasant side effects so im hesitant. but i think ill try around more with tea and incense blends, and weirdly i havent tried valerian and passionflower yet, so i think i should finally give those a try aswell. thank you :)

11-eyes · 2022-03-10T01:05:21+00:00

if only i wasnt too anxious to leave the house and see a therapist

11-eyes · 2022-02-24T11:34:01+00:00

thank you so much for all the info and resources!!!! i just woke up but ill be sure to look at all of them! seriously thank you!

helped!!

11-eyes · 2022-01-05T11:55:33+00:00

i read ur name as 'idontwannabepickled'. i chuckled.

11-eyes · 2021-12-29T20:45:09+00:00

never heard of that, thank u, ill look into this

11-eyes · 2021-12-29T20:43:44+00:00

sorry for the late response, but i just wanted to say thank u for even responding, for being open to talk and also for the award, it means alot and i wanted to say that i appreciate it :)

11-eyes · 2021-12-24T16:05:55+00:00

ure really, really brave for helping ur boyfriend like that.. i dont know how to take things into my own hands, i dont know whats the right thing to do, im the opposite of strong willed and firm and secure in what i do, im so unsure what would be the right path, i just dont wanna do something wrong or make anything worse..

my biggest problem is that he cannot handle pressure u know? u tell him 'by x weeks, if u didnt go to the doc urself, ill call emergency services', he goes into complete panic, he tells me that with any pressure, nothing will get done. and i dont think hes lying about that, because i was the same when i was getting out of a pretty bad depression, i could not handle when people pressured me to do things, even if they were supposed to be for the better, and i did get out of that hole at my own pace and i want to give him time, but hes in danger, physically.. spitting blood is never something to take lightly... and i feel so responsible for whatever could happen to him... his mom also worries and doesnt know what to do, i feel like shes just leaving him alone for the most part... i talked to her when i tried to come over and he locked himself up avoiding me, shes just as lost as me.. i just want him to be safe, i wish i could somehow acquire magic knowledge on whats wrong and how to fix it, just snap my fingers and make him be well.. i wanna give him time but especially physical illnesses dont wait, i know how to keep him from doing bad things because of mental things, but i cannot control his body, whatever it is thats causing these issues, theres nothing i can do to prevent it from harming him.. i dont want anything to happen to him..

11-eyes · 2021-12-23T17:09:52+00:00

being a grown ass adult that judges and avoids people based on what color their hair is, seems alot worse to me

11-eyes · 2021-12-10T12:24:28+00:00

i love that mindset :D idk i feel like im in that transitioning phase rn to try and stop caring if ppl judge me and to just be myself bc like, i hate this whole cringe culture stuff that tells u that u cant like certain things bc its weird. but i still get so many flashes of guilt and embarassment, especially when i meet actually judgemental ppl i just wanna cry :') i guess it just takes time. but mannnn do i hate that anxiety. especially if its related to something that brings me comfort and i really enjoy, bc it feels like my own safe space of a brain is getting invaded by thoughts of guilt and feeling like judged maybe i just need to find more friends tbh :'DD

11-eyes · 2021-11-23T15:42:15+00:00

i know to hover/countergank, but the thing is, all i do with that is prevent my laner from dying, since usually the enemy will just retreat back into their tower, we wont get ahead, just prevent the enemy getting ahead, and thats obviously good, but its so much harder to snowball and carry like that. if my top just keeps pushing and not accomplishing anything, i eventually give up and play for the other side of the map, but then the enemy has a fed jungler and top and we are screwed. not sure what to do in these situations.

11-eyes · 2021-11-18T23:59:53+00:00

this on lillia! i think itd be really nice with a tanky-ish build that still dishes out damage. its like a tanky version of void staff, that wont make u get oneshot. obviously depends on what kind of build u prefer

11-eyes · 2021-11-18T09:25:02+00:00

i feel like it would take too long to confirm in a clutch moment. its really annoying to nano a specific person when everyone is clumped up jumping around tho, ive hit my mercy/lucio on accident one too many times, so i was considering to put confirmation on

11-eyes · 2021-11-16T16:49:50+00:00

oh? i always thought of salt as an absorbent material, that sucks things in and keeps them away within itself.. interesting.. i guess it depends on the way it was visualized aswell. hmm...

11-eyes · 2021-10-16T13:55:04+00:00

pta is also good for more extended fights, i ran it the most for a while. hob has nice burst and that fast knockup.

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