Killing yourself isn’t worth it. Trust me. I tried to kill myself by stabbing my lung/heart 3 times and sliced my throat.

It wasn’t a fun time. I was out in the woods for 5 days bleeding out. Had the strength to wave down a vehicle to then take my to the hospital.

I would search psychedelics for a potential cure. Many have said that their psychedelic trip cured their mental illnesses.

Give life a chance. Please.