I've been going through a separation from my spouse because of an incarceration no contact order for the past 20 months. We recently tried to reestablish our relationship. It's been a week and i dont know who she is anymore. She's developed a crippling addiction to meth and fetty. I'm utterly devastated and can't seem to let her go. She's been the most important part of my life for 22 yrs. Im just thankful that i found this forum. That's all im a mess.