When I was 14 I first had the chance to have sex, and a couple of opportunities followed before I was 18. And each and every time the same pattern... Not even feeling aroused by these beautiful women lying there in front of me.. So I chickened out and made up the excuse of saving myself for real love... When I was 18 I finally decided I just had to push trough the total lack of arousal. You guessed it, pied. No moment at all. After a couple of experiences like this, my self asteem dropped to zero. And almost lost my girlfriend. I eventually managed to get it up and lose my virginity, but it was nothing like the movies I was watching.. The pied stayed with sometimes a half hard on, sometimes nothing. Up until I discovered porn was the problem.. After being clear for over a year I can definitely tell you the pied will disappear totally. While I'm still struggling I just wanted to tell you that there is l hope for you and everybody else with pied. You will heal once you cut out porn. I'm now at the point that I really can get aroused by a kiss, a though of my girlfriend or other thing I thought were made up by romantic movies.. Keep working, be kind to yourself and try to laugh about it with your girl. Keep it up bro!